Bathed in colorful tears
Her life was no more than a beautiful tragedy
She struggled painfully through every storm
Each storm with wave so strong it had her
Roots shattered in unequal parts
She cried herself to sleep each day
Wondering if she was ever going to learn
the meaning of happiness
Smiling itself was a luxury she knew she could never afford
She stares in wonderment at people smiling
Rage Rage Rage
Clouds her vision at her pathetic state
She hated the world
At least she thought she did
Of course that was what she taught herself to believe
She ached
She ached all over
So much pain
She hadn't any idea where exactly
This pain radiated from
All she could ever utter was tears
Salty stream of unstoppable drips
She tried to make friends but failed at that also
No one understands
And she wanted to hate them for that
But in the end there was only little
to hate about others
when you have so much hate for yourself
Holding on to her sanity was like a battle she already lost before it began
She fought them
She tried to fight them
Those whispers that filled her head with darkness
But failed with every tick of the clock
And every failure only ate a deeper cut of a part of her heart
Until there was naught left
