Baby Blue Eyes 1

Chapter 46

Two months has quickly past than I expected. I have given up on Marshall we don't call or text each other, he doesn't come by my house to hang out with Bella I don't go by his house to visit him with his daughters even when Kamikaze released I didn't go say congratulations to him.

He had thrown a Kamikaze release party in his house and Hailie wanted me to go with her and her sisters but I didn't neither did Kim go so I was at home listening to his entire album, he did an incredible job with the album.

I miss him I admit that and I still love him like hell but he thinks it's all a lie so why should I try, I tried twice he thought they were lies.

That day after I admit to Marshall that I love him I went back home and cried for nearly all day, Kim had Bella for the day because I didn't want Bella to see me like that, I didn't want Bella to see her mom heartbroken over her favorite guy.

Bella misses Marshall a lot so I have to arrange for either Hailie or Alaina to come pick her up so they can drive her to his house since I can't do that because he doesn't want anything to do with me which hurts but I have gotten use to the pain so I'm fine now.

Damon and I have been texting and calling each other none stop. The more I talk to him the more sweeter he becomes and the more understanding he is over my feelings and I have become very understanding over his feelings.

He is happy that I have moved on from Marshall since he claimed he saw deep in my eyes that I was hurting a lot which he was very correct because I was hurting a lot, I was in pain, I was heartbroken but soon after I grew out of the pain, that doesn't mean I'm not heartbroken cause I still am I just gotten use to it.

Alaina is hanging out with me in the kitchen sipping her coffee and I am sipping on my hot chocolate. Bella is also sitting with us actually she is sitting in between us "How are you doing, cutie?" Alaina asks Bella in the cutest tone ever "I'm good, how are you?" Bella smiles at Alaina "I have been busy, adult life" Alaina giggles "I don't wanna be an adult"

Bella frowns as she crosses her arms over her chest making me and Alaina giggle "Me too Bella" Alaina says in a joking way which makes Bella to laugh "How is your puppy doing?" Alaina asks her "I love him so much" Bella smiles "I have a puppy too" Alaina giggles "You do" She looks at Alaina in amazement "I do"

I don't say anything as I want Alaina and Bella to bond "What's his name?" She asks clearly excited "His name is Snoop" I finish my cup of hot chocolate and so does Bella. I put both of them in the sink and begin to wash the dirty dishes

"Do you wanna see pictures of him?" Bella nods, Alaina grabs her phone off the island and shows Bella a few pictures of Snoop "He is so cute" Bella squeals "He really is" Alaina giggles "Tip of advice; Before you go to bed, tell your dog you love him" Alaina tells Bella "I will" I finish the dishes and Bella looks up at me "When are we gonna visit Marshie together?" Bella frowns "I don't know baby" I sigh

"We need to talk" I look at Alaina in seriousness and nod "Bella, go to your room and play with some toys" I tell Bella "Okay" Bella jumps off the stool and runs out the kitchen "Uncle has been very depressed lately" Alaina rips off the band-aid "What do you mean? Is he okay?" I ask "No he is not okay at all" Alaina shakes her head "Why is he depressed, Alaina?" I shake my head in confusion

"He is too much in love with you, he hates that he can't see you, he hates that he can't talk to you"

I laugh in disbelief "Why are you laughing?" She asks clearly angry "Because I don't believe it" I believe it "He told me a couple of days ago how much he misses you and how much he loves you, please you have got to talk to him"

Alaina glares at me "Are you stupid?" I yell "I have told him I love him TWICE and he didn't believe me" I slam both my hands on the island leaning over to Alaina. I am visibly angry but not at her at Marshall "The guilt is eating him alive" She yells but calms herself down "I love my uncle" I calm myself down and lean back on the stool "I love him too" I look down at my hands and start to fidget with my fingers to distract myself from crying

"Please Brianna you have to talk to him" Alaina begs "Fine" I surrender, I need to talk to him, Alaina wraps her arm around me and pulls me to a hug "I'm sorry" I frown "Don't be I get it my uncle is hard to deal with but he really does love you" Alaina reassures me "And I love him too"

We hug each other for a few seconds then I hear the front door open and slam shut, I pull away from the hug and look at Alaina in panic she looks at me in panic too "Bella" Me and Alaina yell out for Bella as we run out of the kitchen but what I see standing in the living room takes me by surprise. Not now. Not him.

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