Jellyfish | 2MIN FF

ep 6; fools✨

DISCLAIMER!!
this episode contains sensitive content, like sexual situations. not that into detail though. read at your own caution.

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His tight embrace.

His hot breath.

His muscular arms around my skin.

Was this really happening? Especially with my best friend? He's going to judge me once he's hungover and I bet he'll end our friendship. I don't know what's going on with my mind, my heart, and my body.

The tension surrounded the room and felt a gentle hand wrap around my arm. "Cmon, follow me.", Jongin said with a smirk and a raised eyebrow. His head sloppily leaning onto the left stair rail and his stumbling up the steps. I didn't feel embarrassed but I think I should've. Everyone was watching us. Just two guys privately hanging out in a room, upstairs.

We all know what happens upstairs.

The smell of alcohol roamed around the dark room, just like the strong winds in a stormy night.

His strong and soft finger tips were placed on my back. Jongin probably didn't know what was happening at the moment, he was too drunk to know. Me in the other hand knew exactly what was happening. No, I wasn't confused if I enjoyed it. I really did. There's something I really need to deny in this stupid situation and it's-

"Wow I didn't know you liked boys, Taemin.", Jongin nuzzled the crook of my neck, quietly teasing me.

That's exactly what it was. I didn't know either..

I wasn't confused. I was sure.

His muscular arms around my arched back as soft noises came out of my mouth. Oh god. I hate myself so much for doing this. What will happen to our friendship?

"Hey Taemin?"

"Yeah Jongin?"

"Do you really love me?"

Who would ask that in the middle of sex? My heart kind of seemed worried. Jongin would never ask something like that and I'm sure of it, I've known him for a long time.

"Of course I love you."

He got up and put his hands on his face, covering it completely. I ruffled his hair for him to feel better and see that I really do care about him.

And in that minute he leaned into me and kissed me, our lips softly waltzing. The night was about to end.

Everything would be new tomorrow.

I can't tell Jinki anything about this or he'll think I'm not worth it and send me back.