I'm 14 and pregnant

can't go on

I hammered on the door breathing healthily, tears soaked my clothes. My Mum gasped when she saw me.

"Kaitlin?!" I pushed past her and fell asleep on my bed.

When I woke up it was 4:30. I felt really tired still and really hungry, I sat up and put a hand on my bump

"I'm sorry baby, I'll have some food" I brought up some water, crusty bread and warm tomato soup.

I drank all of the water in one drink because of all the way I had run. Then I sipped the tomato soup, as soon as I had swallowed the first spoon full I immediately felt even more hungry and ate all of the soup and all of the bread. There was a knock on my door and it creaked open.

"Hi darling what happened?" I sniffed and hugged my Mum tears springing into my eyes again I blinked them back and breathed in.

"The head master told his son that I'm pregnant, he and a group of friend kept calling me pregers and said I was fat and that I should kill the baby. They have told everyone because Oliva knows and I haven't even told her!"

I couldn't help but start crying and Mum just cradled me in her arms.

"ok.... I'll speak to him" she kissed my head and walked out of the room. I lay back down and

fell asleep.

Mum came in when I was asleep but I didn't stir I was to sad and tired. I knew that If I had a choice I would keep the baby because I was attached to the baby literally. he/she needed me and I needed he/she.

I woke up and looked at my phone 1'O clock. I sat down and my phone buzzed.

"Hey pregers I'm going to get you back for that slap just you wait and see!"

It was an old message that was sent when I fell asleep. I cried and blocked the number. I can't go on I thought. I can't go on. I pulled my top up and looked at my bump, I'm going to go on I'm going to go on.

When I woke up my phone buzzed. I looked at my phone and opened my messages, it was from Cody

hi babe,

Are you coming to school? I love you loads and you have now been pregnant for a month 8 More to go! :)

hey, xxx

I guess yeah. Love you to, really! :)

I finished getting ready when my door made a knocking noise.

"come in!" I shouted Cody came in and smiled at me. He came over and sat next to me he pulled my top up and kissed my stomach.

"do you want to come over tonight, my family would like to meet you and then Chelsea can take us to the hospital"

"ok!" I said happily "that will be fun"

Michelle didn't join us because her Mum was taking her (to School) so its just me and Cody.....and baby.

"Cody, I'm having trouble with being pregnant its making me really depressed." Cody looked at me and kissed my cheek.

"its ok I'm here." I nodded and closed my eyes.

As we walked through the school gates the sound of laughing suddenly erupted. I looked around, the headmasters son stood looking at me while people domed around me and Cody.

I felt a hand on my stomach I screamed and wacked it off.

"Cody!" I whispered panic in my voice.

A few people started making groaning noises and pretending to be on a bed.

Cody shouted and hit a person that was grabbing my hair, suddenly I could feel cold water splash all over me. The head masters son held the empty cup and then laughed and pointed at me top that was sticking to my skin....

"bump bump bump!" Cameras flashed while people took pictures.

I suddenly felt dizzy and claustrophobic, I retched while tears ran down my cheeks, Cody turned round but was to late I hit the ground. I could hear the laughter stop, I could feel Cody hands picking my head up and placing it on his lap there were sudden burst while people screamed to get teachers.

"I want to slip away" I mumbled.