I can totally see the effort you are giving in.
If you really cared, if you really wanted to keep this friendship, if you really tried. You would be making an effort right now. Instead of asking me about it, you sit there in silence.
That shows me what you really think about this friendship.
On another note, homecoming is Saturday. After homecoming i'm telling M I like her, she does not like me back but. It'll hopefully help me get over her.
I'm nervous. There will be a lot of people there, a lot. I'm hoping I do not have a panic attack, that would be hell.
I have not been eating good anymore. I hate the way I look in my homecoming outfit. I need to lose weight anyway.
I only eat dinner, my mother wont suspect anything if I eat in front of her. She knows I do not eat school food, so I do not have to worry about her checking my account. I just want to be pretty.
Maybe if I become pretty, she would like me back. Who knows though. I'm not a very likable person.
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YOU ARE READING
Crazy
TerrorI like when you get mad I guess I'm pretty glad that you're alone You said she's scared of me? I mean, I don't see what she sees But maybe it's 'cause I'm wearing your cologne Im a bad guy
