It really fucking sucks when your own family is against you. When you have no friends and then suddenly you're completely alone
I hate it.
Mom likes to punish me. She's cruel like that. She'll act like my best friend but the moment something she doesn't like happens, she's a fucking monster.
Schools already hard. Detention daily for stupid fucking assignments. And now mom said she'd promise to make my life a living hell here at home.
As if I'm not under enough stress as it is.
Multiple break downs
Panic attacks
Suicidal thoughts
It's like she wants me to fucking kill myself.
And honestly, I fucking might. I don't know when I can fucking get better. I don't think I'll ever get better.
I'm ready to just down a bottle of fucking pills and call it a day.
It's not like I'll be missed. No one will fucking know when or if I'm gone.
It sounds like a good option.
I might just try it out.
I'm just
So fucking lonely and sad all the damn time. I cant keep doing this. I really fucking can't.
I can barely get out of bed in the morning. Not the whole "I'm tired" thing. I just don't have the fucking will to do it.
Maybe suicide really is the best option.
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A Darker Truth
RandomLook into the eyes of a teenager. More specifically, of a teenager who's been abused and traumatized for their entire life by the people they have held so dearly. Get to experience the thoughts and past traumas as this story goes along. ⚠️Warning⚠️...
