Do you remember?(twilight fanfiction)

Chapter 11-First Time

I sat up wiping my forehead all night I've been dreaming about those three girls, what Peter said in my memory.... about Maria still having feelings for jasper, and that man who raped me was a vampire!

I sighed and got out of bed, we got back late and jasper said he wanted me to sleep by myself to take everything in so i wouldn't go crazy even though I wanted him to be by my side.

I walked out my room and down the hall, jasper told me vampires don't sleep so I knew I wasn't going to be bothering him.

I slowly opened his bedroom door and peeked in jasper was sitting at his table with his head in his hands, jasper told me vampires are suppose to have great hearing but I don't think he's heard me yet.

STOP READING NOW... IF YOU DONT LIKE SEXUAL CONTENT!!!!

So I did something I knew if I thought to hard about I would back down.

I pulled the tang top I wore to bed over my head and pulled down my shorts down.

I was wearing my matching pink laced bra and panties, I walked behind jasper and wrapped my arms around him kissing his neck.

"Ellie! your suppose t-"

Jasper had turned around and saw me, I smiled.

"I couldn't sleep"

I leaned in and kissed him on the lips, jasper groaned and pulled me on top of him so I was straddling him in the chair.

I licked his bottom lip begging for entrance because I NEEDED it, which he gladly gave me.

Our tongues wrestled for a bit until Jasper's pinned mine down and he unclipped my bra letting it fall.

I moaned in Jasper's mouth as I felt jasper fondle my breast then suddenly I was under jasper on the bed.

I slowly unbuttoned his shirt and started feeling his chest, he had a six pack that was forever there.

jasper was cold which felt really good because I started to over heat.

Suddenly jasper was gone, I opened my eyes and sat up to see jasper crouching on top his desk.

"What's wrong?" I asked worried I did something wrong. jasper shook his head.

"w-we can't.... Danielle you know I love you and if I were to hurt you...." he trailed off shaking his head.

I got up and started to walked towards him but he growled making my stop.

"don't... Ellie, please"

I sighed and sat down "I need you jasper" I whispered knowing he would hear me.

"We can't" jasper whined, I knew he wanted me as much as I wanted him, probably even more because he remembers our whole relationship.

I scooted to the middle of the bed and started to slid my panties off.

"Ellie please" jasper begged, I could see jasper inching forward on the desk with lust filling his eyes.

I slid them completely off and playfully threw them at jasper which he caught in his mouth by the way!!!

He growled and dropped them "why do you do this to me?"

"Jazzy... please... I need this and I know you need this too, plus my virginity was taken...let me feel like I gave it to someone special"

jasper sighed "if.... if I hurt you, tell me"

I immediately nodded and jasper took off his shirt coming over to me.