Do you remember?(twilight fanfiction)

Chapter 5- the warning

"Did you remember something?" Carlisle asked when I got in the car and closed the door.

I nodded as I was putting on my seat belt."yea, I finally remembered what I was suppose to tell mike.... I was going to break up with him so I-I could be with jasper"

Carlisle laughed and I glared at him what the hell was so funny about wanting to be with jasper.

"sorry.... I just thought your brain would want to remember that night, but your brain wants to remember jasper"

I blushed and looked at the window, he was right about that...

After Carlisle pulled into his LONG driveway, I went up to Jasper's room and fell asleep in one of Jasper's shirts to tired to do homework or anything, remembering parts of a memory you repressed is so tiring I wish I could just remember it all at once but Carlisle and jasper said that was a bad thing and that's why no one will tell me what happened.

' I was sitting on Jasper's bed watching him write songs

"so if you were to write a song about me right now, what would be my emotion?" I asked taking a bite of the pizza Esme ordered for me, jasper smiled at me.

"happy and... lust"

my mouth fell open, jasper laughed and walked over to the bed, laying me on my back.

"does that really surprise you that your lusting over me, it doesn't surprise me"i wrapped my arms around his neck.

"no, I just won't ever really get over the fact that you can feel my emotions"

jasper started kissing down my neck and I moaned, which is really embarrassing in this house.

"Jasper please...." I moaned into his neck, he chuckled but pulled away.

"Danielle you know we can't"

I groaned "its not fair! How can you be so sexy, but can't have sex?!"

jasper watched me for a moment before busting in fits of laughter, it's not funny I'm really mad.'

I opened my eyes and sat up, this is amazing I was getting some of my memories back while sleeping.

well when I see jasper I'll ask him if that really happened and if it did, If he can explain what I meant when I said 'no, I just won't ever really get over the fact that you can feel my emotions'.it was dark outside and I didn't hear anyone in the house, I got out the bed and walked down the hall and into Carlisle's office.

"hey, Danielle how'd you sleep?"

I nodded and sat down "good... Carlisle is it possible to remember repressed memories when your sleep?"

Carlisle nodded, and folded his hands "yes it is.... What did you remember this time?"

I looked down and blushed "jasper and I... were uh in his room, and we talking and.... kissing when I started talking about him writing songs and feeling my emotions?" I said confused.

I noticed Carlisle stiffen and I knew there was something I was so close to remembering.

"did you know Edward can read minds?" Carlisle met my eyes and slowly nodded "yes... you did too before that night"

I took a deep breath and stood up.

"when is jasper coming home?"

Carlisle picked up his phone "he should be home in a couple hours"

I nodded and walked out my room and back in Jasper's maybe I can find something that can help me remember.

I opened Jasper's drawers and found shirts,pants,..... boxers, and socks I closed it then went over to his in table and opened it to find a picture with a neck less wrapped around it.