Post #53, 🎵How I Feel 🎵

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by Cristalina_Starr

by Cristalina_Starr

~Wednesday, August 7th, 2019
This is supposed to be a "Song." Enjoy it in poem form.~

What is this feeling?
It's welling up inside so
That when I think of you
It flutters all about

What is this feeling?
Every time I see you
I cannot help but smile
It makes me so happy
When we talk and laugh along
To the stupid, funny, friendly, heckly stuff we say

What is this feeling?
I think I have a clue
When you showed me the video
Of old little you
It made me happy when you showed me the pictures of a younger version you
And all those times I heard you play
Your sweet mesmerizing music
Lulling me to a heaven-like state

What is this feeling?
I might finally know
The way I tingle
And internally yell "Yay!"
When we're together...
But how can I be sure?

It's a nerve wracking decision
To decide and discover
How I truly feel
About someone as angel-like
And musical as you

I've said it a few times before
And I'll say it a few times more
What is this feeling?
I think I might finally know
When did I feel it for the first time?
How long has it been?
Have I always felt this way?

What is this feeling?
I think I might finally know
But what if I don't?
Is there some way I can tell?
Some sort of test I could take?

I wish I could know for sure...
So that I might not, with myself
Be so insecure

Any way it goes
Of one thing I am sure
I'm really happy when I'm around you
My smile turns into a grin
Laughter escaping it, on a whim

This feeling
Should I voice it to myself?
Is it safe?
I guess I'll never know
Until I finally admit it to myself

I enjoy the time, I get to spend acting along side you
A talented and funny improvisor
I purposefully chose to improvise with, and act

And the longing feeling that I have left
When our conversations are cut short
A little more time... just a little more!

I think I should just admit it to myself

I like you~