Post #59, "Just"

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"Just" Part II (not posting part one)
Thursday/July 8th/ 2021

Am I enough?
I lack the confidence he says is so attractive in a woman.
When people look at me, they seem to see what I believe to be lacking in myself.
Confidence, strength, and kindness.
Though I don't disagree with the last one, how can I raise my self-esteem?
How can someone who lacks any kind of experience, long for the very touch that she has never had the pleasure of experiencing? I like to imagine what it's like.
Nothing hot or heavy, just simply warm and fluffy.
Cuddles are underrated, they really are.
I wish I could cuddle.
It sounds stupid, and I wish I hadn't said it, but that's how I feel.
Do I like him? I think I might, and the way the "just" moment made my heart clench,
I think it's been confirmed.

Why?
Why do I feel this way?

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