Lauren Jauregui / Camila Cabello & You Imagines

Don't Let It Bother You Part 4

Time Jump - 2 Weeks

Lauren's POV

It's been two weeks. Since I broke things off with Y/N. I thought I would be happy with Lucy, but things with us have just been downhill. Lucy goes out every single night with her friends and whenever I ask her to hang out with me and be a proper fucking girlfriend she always throws a fit and plays me out to be the bad guy. I just want her to love me.

I wonder how Y/N's doing.

Y/N's POV

Camila and I have been spending a lot of time together these last few weeks. She's really been helping me through my heartbreak with Lauren. When I'm with Camila, her and I tune out the rest of the world. Like no one else matters in the moment besides just her and I. I'm not trying to rush into anything and I'm glad that Camila's understand's that. She did admit that she was developing feelings for me and she is willing to wait till I'm ready and comfortable. That's one thing I love about Camila how gentle, compassionate and understanding she is.

"Hey Y/N/N," Camila walked up and hugged me from behind. "Whatcha, cooking. I am starving." she said as she nuzzled her face into the side of my neck. I laughed a little because her face in my neck was tickling me but at the same time giving me butterflies in my stomach. "Just some good old mac n cheese and there's garlic bread in the oven. It's almost done"

"Wow, look at you really cheffing it up,"" Would you like me to set the table Miss Y/L/N." Camila asked me in her best British accent. I laughed at her accent. "What I thought it was pretty spot on," Camila pouted. "It was real cute Bub" I smiled at her. "And yes please do set the table kind madam," I replied to Camila mimicking her British accent.

After I said that silence fell upon us. Camila pulled away and we both just looked at each other and started laughing.

Time Jump - 1 Week Later

Lauren's POV

I'm currently sitting at a bar all alone. A few hours ago I found Lucy in 'our' bed with some girl named Nicole. Only reason I know this is because Lucy was screaming her name like bloody murder. I'm not surprised though I should have seen it coming.

"May I please have another jack. On the rocks please," I slurred to the waiter. "Sure, ma'm" he replied. I smiled and nodded at him.

I deserve this. For how I made use of Y/N. I knew I should have not done that. But I did it anyway. The people of the world are right when they say 'love is blind'. It really is. When you're in love your mind automatically refuses to see the flaws of the one you love. Your mind automatically refuses to believe any red flags. When you're in love, especially a toxic kind of love. You begin to comprise your ethics and morals to fit the needs and wants of the person you are in love with. Whether it be platonic or intimate.

For the last few weeks all I can think about is Y/N. All I have been thinking about is all the memories we shared, those moments between the two of us that made me feel like the luckiest girl in the world. God I'm such a fucking selfish asshole. After everything I have put her through I want her back. I want to prove to her that I can be the one for her. That I actually love her with my mind, body and soul. It took me being away from her to really realise her value. It is true that 'you don't know how much something means to you, till you no longer have it'.

Wow, tonight I really am on some poetic shit.

Y/N's POV

Camila and I, well I am still watching Netflix in my bed. Camila knocked out like half and hour ago. I, like a creep take brief moments to watch her sleep. Don't worry not in a weird way. Just taking the time to admire her beauty. I never really realised how beautiful of a person she was. Like yeah she's hot. But she's so intellectual, wise she really has an old soul. I love having conversations with her. Probably because we have similar outlook on things, she help's me broaden my perspective about everything. I really admire that about her.

I get up to go brush my teeth and get ready for bed. As I try to get up I'm pulled back down. Damn, this girl has quite the hold on me. Camila fell asleep cuddling me very extremely hard. I'm not complaining though. I love it. She makes me and my heart feel safe. I decide to just lay back down into her arms and get comfy.

Just as I'm about to close my eyes, my phone buzzes.

LAUREN: Hi