Hold on Till May

If you're afraid, I'm just a kiss away. (Chapter 7)

Dedicated to pleasetakemy_pain because they voted for like.. all my chapters in Hold On Till May. Also SEXxI picTURE OF VIC AND JAIME SOMEWHERE ON WHATEVER PAGE YOU'RE LOOKING aT RIGHt nOW

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I wake up and the lights are too bright. I try moving my arm but only managed to move a finger. I'm too weak. I feel someone holding onto my hand giving a light squeeze.

They say something but I can't manage to hear what they say. I try to open my eyes but all I get is blurred shapes and bright lights. I groan and then the person next to me gets up and yells something. Then someone else rushes in the room and I can hear a beeping sound in the background. There's talking and then someone lifts up my eyelid and shines a light in it.

I groan again and shut my eye. I'm in the hospital? I can only get pieces of what they're saying "Haley...if yo...hear me...your hand." There's a burning sensation in both of my arms and it hurts. Then I feel a pinch in my shoulder and the pain instantly goes away. "Haley I need you to tell me if you can hear me." The voice is much more clear now. I open one of my eyes and the light has dimmed down more. Just bearable. I slowly open my other eye so that I'm looking at him with both eyes.

The doctor raises my bed a little so I'm sitting up. I see Nathan and Vic standing at the doorway. "Get out!" I yell at them. Vic starts to slowly walk towards me and I grab the nearest thing to me and throw it. Which just so happens to be a vase full of water and flowers that shatters at his feet. I can see the tears forming in his eyes as Nathan has a worried expression. I will not have them in here. Not after what they did to me. How dare they think that they can just be in my hospital room after what they did.

The doctor asks them to leave the room and I feel a bit better but I'm still pissed. I get pulled out of my thoughts by the doctor saying,

"Now, Haley. I don't know your side of the story. But here's what I know. After Pierce The Veil's concert on January 14th he had went back to where you were staying and found you on the floor. You had attempted suicide." I looked at my wrists, they were covered in bandages. "He had called an ambulance. When the ambulance got there, your pulse was very weak but we managed to steady it once you got to the hospital. You've been in a coma since then. Now I don't know what happened while you were in a coma but I need to know. You can tell me when you're ready. Okay? Now if there's anything you need just click this button." He shows me the button on the wall right next to my bed. "You need to get some rest." He continues. "To get your strength back. Also a nurse will bring in your dinner later. Got it? If you need me to explain anything again I'll be back later after your dinner. Now get some rest." He starts to exit my room and shuts off the light. Then closes the door. 

I don't know what to think of this. I turn onto my side and tears start pouring out of my eyes. I don't remember anything other than my recent experiences. I don't know what's real...what if this is the dream?

I slowly drift off to sleep when someone walks into the room. They sit on the chair next to the bed and rest their hand on mine. They wipe away some of the tears and I shiver at their touch. I decide to just let them stay and I drift off to sleep.

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"If you were gonna leave this world how could it be without me? Now it's all over my tongue but still it has no taste. 'Cause without you there is no me." I hear Vic sing as he rubs my hand.

"When will it end? And who fucking cares?" I ask. My voice cracks mid-sentence and you could tell I was tired.

"Good morning beautiful." Vic smiles at me and brushes my hair out of my face. I turn to face the opposite way. He sighs. We sit there in silence for a few moments before I get up. Vic rushes over to help me and I flinch away.