Yup. We're all here for a reason. That reason is Kaleb. We all ran away from home and he picked us up off the street, introduced us to some people that can help us survive. I even got a great drug and alcohol guy. He's another one of my best friends. He's literally the only one who knows everything about me. He's like a brother. He doesn't even judge me when I go to him and ask for drugs or alcohol, even though I'm 14. Anyways, you guys are probably like "A 14 year old addicted to drugs??? GROSS!" Yeah I don't give a fuck about your opinion. If I'm happy with it then who the fuck cares. It's my life. So deal with it. Smoking weed gets my mind off of things, like, my past and shit. Plus it totally dominates cigarettes. When I drink alcohol it's usually before I go to bed. It helps with the nightmares. But seriously though, weed is the best thing in the world.
Ok so now that you know that I'm not a sweet little girl, let me tell you about some stuff I did. I am an artist and I've left my mark on San Diego. And trust me, it's not a good mark. Vandalism, any kinds you can think of, I've done it. Graffiti is my favourite though. I am quite talented, too. I sign every piece of artwork with "Violet" and the only colours I ever use are black, white or violet. I bet that about 3/4's of the graffiti you see is from me.
Also, if you're wondering about what backstage pass I was talking about earlier, Kaleb got a full access backstage pass to a Pierce the Veil concert. My dad's band. I plan on telling him I'm his daughter there. I don't know how he'll react. What if he just leaves me alone? I don't know if I'm ready for this.
I plop myself on my bed, fiddling with some of my bracelets. I uncovered some of my self harm scars. Some new, some old.. "I don't regret doing it at all" I mutter to myself. I check the time on my iPhone, which was a gift from Kaleb. 11:21 pm. "Wow, it's that late?" I mutter to myself.
"Yeah, it's that late." Nathan says as he walks in.
I quickly push my bracelets so that they cover my scars. If anyone found out I don't know what I'd do.
"Hey dork!" I say when I'm done fiddling with my bracelets.
"Be nice to him!" Genevieve yells at me when she walks it.
Nathan and I both laugh.
"Well, I'm going to sleep" I say while starting to lay down.
"Night" Genevieve and Nathan both say in unison.
That's when my demons came out to play.
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Sorry I was going to post another chapter after this but my brother was being pissy because he couldn't use the computer. Anyways, about the self harm and stuff I do not promote it at all. Do not try it.. once you start it's really hard to stop.
Also, "Weed" is because Haley loves weed so much :P
Oh, yeah. I just wanted to say, this is going to be dedicated to my friend MinecraftNerd (shortform Nerd) She commited suicide in 2012. R.I.P Nerd. You are missed by many people<3
Yeah, I met her in minecraft.
Credit to greatestrachel since the base storyline is similar to hers. she has an amazing fanfic and you should check it out.
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Hold on Till May
FanficVic Fuentes has a daughter, Haley Fuentes. He wants to be there for her whenever she needs someone. But what happens when something goes wrong and he doesn't know if he'll ever be able to fix it?
