🖤"Bury A Friend"😓

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billieeilish 🖤 "Bury A Friend." 😓

therealhartlymartinez : Miss you Jah

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Hartly P.O.V.

After the funeral I did what i usually did and cried myself to sleep. I couldn't bare to feel this pain anymore. So, i did what anyone who was going through this kind of pain would do. I went the bathroom and went through all the drawers looking for a blade. when I found one I went into the bathtub (with clothes on) and turned the water on. I took the blade started to cut my wrists. Not too deep to be harmful but deep enough to leave scars. I keep doing that and crying until my arm is full of cuts and blood. It felt like it was taken away everything that was wrong. As I was about to do the other hand I heard a knock on the door. 

"Hartly?"

Billie P.O.V. 

Before we left, I saw that Hartly left her phone on the bench she was sitting on. I decided to ask around where she lives. After Dani, told me Finneas and I got into our car and started driving. 

"Fin. Can you carry me to this address. Please, its important."

"Sure thing Bils."

As I arrived to their doorstep I tried opening the door and to my surprise it was open. As i went up the stairs I heard water running and loud sobbing. I assumed it was Hartly, so I knocked on the door. 

"Hartly?"

"Hartly are you in there?"

Nothing not a sound but sobbing. 

"Hartly please answer me i want to know if your ok or not."

Since she wasn't answer me i decided to open the door. As i opened the door I saw something that I would never forget in my life ever. 

"Fuck! Hartly why did you do this?"

"Why else would I do it. So I won't feel like shit. I was the one who witness what happened. i could've done something but I didn't. I can't to sleep without seeing his face after he was shot. I can't function proper without thinking about him. I caused him to die. It's my fault Billie. I'M THE FUCKING REASON HE'S DEAD! I didn't stop the person who killed him. I just stood there watching waiting. I don't deserve to be alive. It should've been me dead. It should've been me who died. Not him.", she said crying in my chest. 

I couldn't say anything. She was an emotional mess. I just hugged her and let her let it all out. 

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