"Why Did You Have To Go?" A Billie Eilish Story (ON HOLD)

Tell Me Love Is Endless

(SAD Chapter. I'm sorry)

HARTLEY P.O.V. 

After we spent the rest of the tour together, we finally came home. Although she just came home from tour, she decided to do one last show in L.A. before she took a break from touring and singing live. When we arrived I got a text message from Eli that he wanted me to come over to give him some advice about something. I told Billie that I would go and then come back before the show ends. One my way to Eli's house I was playing some music relaxing that kind of thing then all of a sudden I felt shards of class hit on my neck. When I looked out of my window I realized that someone had crashed into me. While I was trying to process everything that happened I felt a hot, burning sensation go throughout my stomach. Then another sensation, then another one. Three bullets. One in my back, two in my stomach. I tried to stay awake but I couldn't my eyes started to get heavier and before I knew it my vision became blurry and my I went into the darkness. 

BILLIE P.O.V.

After the performance I went backstage to go talk to Hartly but she wasn't there. She told me she would be back. As I opened up my phone to go and call her to see where she was I saw a notification from TMZ saying something about Hartly. I don't know why I clicked on it but it was a good thing. 

HARTLY JOE-ANN MARTINEZ CAR CRASH!

She was reportedly driving to her friends house but on the way she got involved in a car crash and was shot approximately 3 times. One in the back and two in the stomach.

I couldn't continue reading. I just breaking down in tears. Who would do that? We were going good. I cried for a good 30 minutes before Finneas came in. 

"Hey Bil did you hear what happened to Hartly? Oh my god Bill. It's gonna be ok? Ok? We're going to go see tomorrow they just took her in surgery.", he said 

I just nodded not able to form any words to speak. The whole car ride I just sat there staring out the window with no emotion coming out of me. I was just blank. When we got home I just went into bed staring at the ceiling thinking. Thinking about what happened. Thinking about the nights we had that were good. Thinking about what would happen if she died during surgery. Thinking about what would happen if she survived. Just at the thought of that my vision got blurry and tearing started going down my face. 

~~On their way to visit Hartly~~

When we got to her room she was sleeping peacefully. The doctors told us that she had fallen into a comma and doesn't know when she would be waking up, but if she does she would possibly not remember everything. I cried at that thought. Not having my girlfriend not remembering me. Hating me. I couldn't bear to think of that. 

"Hartly, I know you probably can't hear me, but I want you to know that I miss you alot and that I love you. I really love you alot. I hope you wake remembering me, remember all the great memories we had. It... Its should've been me in this coma not you.", I started sobbing slightly. 

"Take me to the rooftop, I want to see the world before I stop breathing, Turning blue. Tell me love is endless.", I started singing while sobbing. 

"I love you Hartly. I really do."