His To Control ✔

Nineteen Bullets

"Remember the words you told me,
Love me 'till the day I die
Surrender my everything 'cause
You made me believe you're mine"

♠♥♣♦

Staying here was torturous in every aspect. From the past few days that I have been here, I did nothing but stay in Minjae's apartment and watch t.v., eat, make doodles on table cloth or tissues or just think about what others might be doing right now, what Channie might be doing right now. When ever Minjae came back home, he would watch movies with me, trying to make me laugh at his stupid dad jokes.
This did remind me about how we used to spend our time together ago. I used to wait for him until he came back and then we used to just lay around and cuddle while watching movies or just stay in the balcony watching the beautiful scenery of Seoul.

But it was not always rainbows and sunshine.
Sometimes things went wrong and it ended up with me getting bruised. My body had red scratches and fading bruises.

I was trying my best to cheer up, knowing that my presence made them delay whatever they were planning to do. Plus, Minjae stepped out of the whole programme saying that he got what he wanted and doesn't wants to interfere anymore. At one point I was thinking that Jaewook was cursing himself for agreeing to bringing me here.

I didn't have any phone or other devices, with which I could contact the others. I was completely oblivious to what was going on outside. I sort of thought that they had never decided to look for me. But boy I was wrong.

It was two o'clock in the afternoon and Minjae came back home earlier than usual. I was surprised but decided to not give him a reaction. He came and sat by me, wrapping his arms around me, pecking my lips lightly, "Did you miss me?"
I shook my head no. I would rather die then miss this insane man.
"Well it's okay because I surely did miss you." He chuckled and hugged me tighter.

I sighed and laid my head on his shoulder. I don't know what to do with my life now.
He smiled and spoke up, "I brought you something."

He rushed out of the door, leaving me confused. I suddenly heard a sound of barking. My eyes grew wide. Is that what I think it is?

He came in holding a adult sized German Shepherd with him, "Tada! I brought Juju home."
Juju ran towards me as I happily embraced the dog, patting him and rubbing its back while Juju kept on barking and licking my face. I was so happy to see him. He had finally grown into an adult.
Juju was just a puppy when Minjae gifted it to me when I was first brought into there house. I didn't like living there but Juju made it easier for me to cope with the new surroundings.

Minjae watched me happily play with the dog. He sat by me and spoke up, "He refused to eat for days when you ran off. We had to feed him forcefully or by injections. He later started to get better a bit but I never saw him as happy as he is now."
I was so happy to see Juju again. I was thankful for Minjae that he took care of Juju, knowing that I ran away. I turned to Minjae and gave him a genuine smile. I don't know what came to me that I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him. He got surprised and happily wrapped his arms around my waist, positioning me onto his lap. I whispered a little thank you as he quickly pulled me into the kiss again. But the bad thing was that I didn't kiss him thinking that he was Minjae. I had Chanyeol hovering in my mind at that time.

Is that bad?

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He told me that there was going to be a business party organised by Jaewook that he needed to attend and wanted me to go with him. I denied at first saying that I had body ache but then he went out and came back an hour later with hands full of bags of clothes.
I face-palmed myself knowing that he won't take no for an answer, so I took out a full sleeved white dress made up of lace and net.
It's pencil skirt reached upto my knees and I thought it was decent enough to wear and would hide the small scars and bruises.