His To Control ✔

Seventeen Bullets

"Call me in the morning to apologise
Every little lie gives me butterflies
Something in the way you're looking through my eyes
I don't know if I'm gonna make it out alive"

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After running away from home, I stayed out clearing my head and thinking about the things I needed to do. I felt bad after slapping him. He apologised. I sometimes felt like running back to him but I controlled myself. I had to do something about the problems revolving around me.

Going into my apartment, I slipped into a sleeve less, light brown coloured dress which reached up to my thighs and hugged my body as second skin. I tried to make my face look a bit decent cause I was heading to a club.
Yup, instead of resting, I decided to go to a particular night club, named 'Devil's Lair'. Cool right. I needed to let go for a while and just be free.

I quickly called an uber and gave the driver the location.

Soon, I reached my location. There was a huge line in front of that club. I quietly got out of the car and fixed my dress and walked towards a restaurant instead. I am hungry. But before I could go any further someone approached me. I turned around to see two boys. They looked a bit similar to each other. Not very much, but a only a bit. They even had some similarities to Kai. I suddenly recognised one of them as the stalker. Jungkook's sesang to be exact. He knew that I knew Jungkook.

But he didn't have slightest bit of idea about me knowing about him and his stalking stunts. The other boy who looked older than him smiled at me. "I'm sorry to disturb you but I didn't want to leave someone like you all alone, and that also at night."

I knew that wasn't the case here.
I looked at both of them, taking in their appearance. Anyone would be happy to spend some time with them. But, them approaching me out of all the people around is kinda shady, isn't it. 

I decided to play along and agreed to go to the club with them. Plus  I needed to set things straight with the lover boy. They both introduced themselves to me, the older one being Taemin and the younger one (also the sesang) was named Jimin.

The club was big and full of people drinking, talking, dancing and laughing. They didn't even care about their surroundings as some were laying on the couch in corners busy making out. As we got towards the back side of the club, the number of people were much less then expected. It was separated from the main area by a glass partitioning. It's was totally different then the atmosphere in the inner side of the club. People were sitting on sofas, chatting with each other while sipping their alcohol. Some were even drawing lines of cocaine on a glass table and snorting it with rolled up money bills. It had literally everything illegal going on. The name of this club was perfectly fitting it's environment.

We went towards the bar and sat down. We were having a pointless conversation about basketball and car races but we were too engulfed in our own world that we didn't notice that someone was watching us, or to be more specific, someone was watching me.

Taemin had his fifth shot of tequila and excused himself to go to the bathroom. I saw Jimin look into his glass of beer. "Why don't you try some hard liquor?" I spoke up, pushing a glass of brandy towards him.
He shook his head, "Someone needs to be sober for driving the other back. Plus, I don't like the feel of it."

I shrugged and spoke up raising the glass upto my lips, "Well if it were Jungkook, he wouldn't think twice before snatching the glass and downing the drink."
"Really?...I..I mean who is this Jungkook guy? He seems interesting." He spoke up fidgeting his fingers.

"Oh! Cut the shit, Jimin! I know that you have been stalking my friend for almost an year. Why don't you just confess to him?" I smirked at him, while drinking the brandy. "I don't know what you are talking about.."  he turned his head away from me.

"Oh, I'm sorry I thought you asked me to join you, so that I could tell you about what Jungkook likes or anything else that would make it easier for you to confess to him." I shrugged and turned my head to sip the rest of my alcohol. Jimin snapped his head towards me and immediately took my hand into his, "Please, tell me about him. I really like him. No, I basically love him. But I'm afraid to confess. What if he isn't interested in boys? What if.." I cut his rant in the middle by placing my finger on his lips, "Blah blah blah! First of all, you talk too much. Second of all, you won't know until you try. Don't worry I have observed you long enough to know that you are quite harmless towards Jungkook. Plus, if he denys. Come to me and I will literally force him to be your boyfriend. Now happy."

His face lit up with happiness as he took my glass of brandy and gulped the drink down. I was shocked at his behaviour and asked him, "What about being sober?" He showed me his charming smile and spoke up, "You know what, fuck it, I'm going to enjoy today as much as I can." His smile was adorable, just like a little baby. I wanted to squish his cheeks. uwu...

Just then Taemin came back, holding a cigarette between his lips and spoke up, "Okay let me get to the point, the reason why we asked you to come is, one, because you're hot and two, because my friend over here has a little crush on...."

"My friend? I know." I smiled and winked at Jimin. Jimin clincked his glass of brandy with mine and we started chugging down the hard liquor, burning our throats in the process, slightly beginning to feel tipsy.

After a few different drinks we were already laughing. I had forgotten about everything that happened earlier and why was I here in the first place. Jimin was slurring out random words and I was thoughtlessly laughing at him. Taemin decided to stay a bit sober to take care of Jimin who was, drunk out of his senses.

That was when someone came towards us and wrapped their arms around my waist from back. Taemin furrowed his head in confusion and was ready to get the man out, but he stopped after seeing my reaction towards the man. He figured out that we knew each other and decided to let it go. Taemin asked me if I need a ride home, but the man holding me told him not to worry about it. So, Taemin supported the drunk Jimin to stand up and walked out of the club after waving bye towards me.

"I see you have made new friends since you left." He spoke up. I turned around in his hold to look at him and puffed up my now red cheeks due to the alcohol and slurred out, "I hate you." I poked my finger on his chest while he chuckled.

"Oh! I'm so sorry, Babe. I never wanted to do that to you but you left me with no other choice. I told you not to leave the house that day, but you had to ignore my warnings don't you." He bent down and kissed my nose while circling the spot on my chest with his fingers where he once shot me out of anger.

He backed up a bit to see my face when he heard me sob. "Oh, baby please don't cry."
He sat down on the chair, making me sit on his lap. He was rubbing my back, trying to stop me from crying while whispering, sweet nothings into my ear.
These were the moments which made me feel that he actually cared about me, and he really did but his love for me was just an obsession. An addiction that he couldn't get over. I sometimes felt that it was my fault all along, if I had just listened to him, he wouldn't have shot me. But I couldn't just sit and let someone control my life.

"I want to go home." I spoke up. Even I wasn't clear about which home I wanted to go to, but it seemed like he had made up his mind a long ago when he saw me walk in this club.
"Anything you want, babe." 

He lifted me up and walked towards the back exit. "After a long wait, finally we are back together. Finally I am complete." he murmured while looking at me. I snaked my arms around his neck and held on to him.
If I was sober at this time, I would have shouted at him and kicked and punched him, cursing him for almost killing me, but alcohol does wonders if you let it into your system once.

After all alcohol is a depressant.

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A/n:

You didn't expect this, did you?

What will happen when Chanyeol and others find out about where she is?
Even I don't know.

At this point this story is writing itself and I'd like to see how this all ends.

This Chapter is for Kyungsoo_198

Annie💕