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" So what are you planning on doing now " This had to be the 6th time I was asked this today and each time I didn't have a answer.
I had just lost my boyfriend of 4 years to the streets . Honestly this had to be one of the biggest L's I took in a minute.
Everybody keeps saying " Its gonna be okay he's in a better place." But is it really going to be okay?Hell no, losing Kam feels like being stabbed 10 times over.
I cry myself to sleep every night praying that God will wake me up from this dream and I'll be laying in bed with my baby like we usually do. And every morning I wake up in the bed alone and reality sets back in.
Keeping a smile on my face for decoration has became a routine for me over the past week. I smile to keep my family from being worried, I smile to hid all the bs that's really going through my head.
But how long will it last until i'm tired of faking it, how long will it take me to be genuinely happy and move on with my life like my daddy did after my dukes died.
All I want is to be Riley again.
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I apologize for this sap ass chapter but eeh sorry not sorry.
The good stuff will come up soon. 🍀 -not proofread😗
