Finding Selin, Finding home

Taking the next bus to Sinop/1

So much had changed since Eylül came to the office, she had gained everyone's sympathy and admiration with her humor and effortless intelligence. Only Azmiye wasn't too keen, but Selin had no clue what her problem was, well it was Azmiye, she had always her own ways she thought and shrugged. She herself was getting along with Eylül just as they knew eachother for years, Eylül was acting warm and friendly towards her. Selin was very much pleased about this new addition to the office. She was not acting like a daughter of one of the chairmen, but totally collegial and straightforward. 

 As odd as Azmiye's scepsis towards her was, Demir's hositility was even more! Selin never had seen him this repulsive and couldn't understand. Well till the day Burak couldn't carry the secret anymore, as he worded it blurring it out and told her that she was Demir's former fiancee!

All question marks added up, and she understood immediately everything. Especially why a super successful Demir Erendil had bought this sinking ship of Artemim, who's chairman's daughter was coincidentally his ex!!!

As she was processing Burak's words her sight got blurry and the voices on the roof rose to a heavy noise around her. She felt suffocating, grabbing her choker too hard that is pulled off leaving a bruise on her neck. She needed to hold onto something, get out of here. She remembered that one day she had left the office with blurry sight and collapsed outside, no this was not going to happen again. She needed to go home... home? No no no no. She needed to get there before Demir and leave without meeting him, she couldn't look into his eyes now. How should she ask him why he hid the fact who Eylül was? What would he answer? She couldn't bear to hear any explanation that he would give. 

When Burak made the attempt to follow her she cut him off with a sharp glance and determined voice. „Thank you for your sincerity, I'll manage from here, I'm good!"

Arriving home, she packed her bags, taking Cici out of the big aquarium back into her bowl, Mr Tosbaga into a box and called Ibo if he could pick up Sakiz and Karamuk for a couple of days because her dad wasn't feeling good and she was going home. Taking the next bus to Sinop, she could eventually give in and start crying.