Finding Selin, Finding home

Demir, you screwed up/3

Cursing and almost crying he went directly down to find the backyard also completely unoccupied. The tree Sakiz was tied was empty, Mr Tosbaga and Karamuk no where to find! What had just happened, this had to be a nightmare, this couldn't really be happening. Barely able to breathe he stormed out, driving directly to Burak's. What had this son of a... told her, actually he knew, it had to be about who Eylül was. It was a big mistake to not tell Selin, he knew it the minute Eylül did her „ooh a love ban, what can be the underlying reason for this be? I'm very curious!" show, when she met the team. The secret  was weighing him down since then, but he was trapped by saying nothing initially, he couldn't back off from it, hoping for it to be over, Eylül to leave when she would understand that there was no chance for them. He had been not able to look into Selin's eyes when they were speaking from work or Eylül was mentioned. His silence had worried her but as smart and persistent she was, also as forbearing she was when it came to the thing she felt Demir wasn't ready to talk about.  Now, after her learning the truth, looking back, his behavior must been appearing very dishonest to her, him who couldn't even stand a tiny lie had kept her in the dark about the woman she had to deal daily with. Was she even thinking that he had still feelings for Eylül, no no no noooo, he was cursing under his breath, cursing his own name. Demir, you screwed up, what a dumbnut you are! 

Knocking on Burak's door, Demir was trying to sort his thoughts, he found himself thinking, Selin, please don't be here, please don't be here.

Burak opened the door with a wide grin.

Oooh, Demir bey. What is the occasion of your sudden visit?

Is Selin here?

Selin? No, is she missing? Burak's grin widening and robbing Demir's last string of patience. He stroke out and punched him in the face, knocking him off his feet against the wall behind him immediately!

WHAT DID YOU TELL HER? YOU BASTARD, IS HURTING HER GIVING YOU PLEASURE?

Burak holding his bloody nose „I only told her the truth, it is you who is hurting her! She deserved to know. I gave you several weeks to open up about it, but you made it extra easy for me! No she is not here now, but she will, she will be exactly here by my side in the very near future"

Demir was looking at him wordlessly, how he was sitting on the ground, leaning against the wall, this pathetic bastard had played him and Demir gave him this chance.

He just turned around and left, he needed to find Selin as soon as possible.

Getting into his car he rang up Ibo

„Ibo, is Selin there? Please give her to me!"

„Demir!? Aren't you with her?"

„Where is Selin? Where should I be?"

„She said her father is unwell and I took the animals because I thought you're going with her..."

„I am, bye. See you later when we're back" he shut off the phone with a quite prayer, we'll be back, she'll come back with me". He teared up, banning himself from the thought she might not come back, or not to him. He would do everything to bring her back. Once he lost a woman but now he was not 6 years old, I'm coming to get you, babe!