My Trauma 8/4/19

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Makes me insecure,
A compulsive submissive
Who thinks irrationally,
Makes me afraid.
Afraid of friendship.
Family.
Falling in love.
Falling apart.

It hurts so much
My cursed mind
That I forget
I can hurt too.

I say the wrong things.
I do them too.
Out of anger,
Out of frustration,
Or I'm just sad.
But I'm trying.
Trying so damn hard
To heal and grow

So I beg you not to leave me.
Alone with my trauma.

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