Cyrus decides to tell Jonah about his feelings, but will they be returned to him, or will he have his heart broken.
Cyrus POV
I couldn't keep this to myself any longer. I had come out to my friends, and they offered me unconditional support. Without them, there is not any way I would ever consider talking about his feelings.
There was one person I had yet to tell, and that would be my best friend, Jonah. In case you're wondering, it's not that I don't trust him, but I can't face him at the moment.
The main reason for this is that I had developed strong feelings for him. He's such a great guy, and I didn't want to risk our friendship.
I was on my way to the spoon, when I noticed Andi and Buffy. Naturally I walked over to them and greeted them with hugs.
Andi: Hey.
Buffy: How are you?
Me: I'm great thanks, wanna join me for something to eat?
Andi: I'm in.
Buffy: Me too.
The girls followed me into the spoon. After we sat down in the booth and got our food, Andi broke the silence.
Andi: I think it's time Cyrus.
Me: For what?
Andi: To tell Jonah.
Buffy: I feel the same.
I was so nervous about it, and hoped that this was going to blow over quickly. I really didn't want to talk to Jonah.
Me: Why? He's not going to like me back and I bet he'll hate me.
Buffy: You don't know that, but you should stop denying yourself the chance to be happy.
Andi: Besides, don't you think he deserves to at least know you're gay?
Me: I get that, but I don't think I can control myself around him.
Buffy: You'll never know unless you do it.
As if on cue, Jonah entered the spoon at that exact moment. I wanted to avoid him, but I knew that wasn't going to happen.
Jonah: Hey Cyrus!
Me: H-hi Jonah!
Jonah: Can I join you?
Me: Y-yeah okay.
As Jonah sat down, I saw Buffy and Andi giving me knowing looks. I felt like I had no other choice than to be honest.
Me: Jonah... I want you to know that... I'm gay.
I couldn't believe how quickly that happened, but I'll admit, it felt really good to get it off of my chest.
Jonah: That's cool dude, nothing changes.
Me: But there's more.
Jonah: More?
Me: Yes, it's difficult to say this but... I've got feelings for you.
I closed my eyes, dreading what his reaction would be. When I opened them again, I was met by stunned faces from the girls, and then I looked at Jonah.
Jonah: I... sorry dude but I don't like you that way.
Me: Really?
Jonah: Yes, I'm not really sure I can accept this.
Me: But...
Jonah: I may have to find another friend.
Me: Oh... okay I... I'll just be going.
I was heartbroken, as I knew I would be. I didn't want my friends to see me cry, so I left as quickly as I could. As I walked, I heard Jonah calling me.
Jonah: Cyrus! Cyrus come back! Wait!
I didn't reply, I wasn't in the mood to talk to him, so I left. I was going to avoid him at all costs, for he had destroyed me.
Jonah POV
I had felt guilty for the way I answered Cyrus. I had never meant to hurt him, it just all happened so quickly and I reacted badly. I hate change, and it was a bit too much to take in.
In an effort to apologise, I had attempted to contact Cyrus several times, but he ended up turning his phone off.
The morning after, I walked to school and when I saw the girls. I went over to them in an attempt to gain better understanding.
Me: Hey.
Andi: You know, I'm not sure if I can look at you.
Me: What?
Buffy: I've never seen Cyrus so sad, and I'm upset that you could do that to him.
Me: Please, I feel so bad about it. I would never want to replace Cyrus.
Buffy: If you want to do something about it, you need to talk to him.
Andi: And as of this moment, we're not talking to you.
It was hard to hear, but deep down I knew I deserved it. How could I have done this? I've done some stupid things before, but never like this.
My train of thought was interrupted by Cyrus coming into view. I ran over to him in the hopes of earning his forgiveness.
Me: Cyrus!
Cyrus: What?!
I'd never heard Cyrus shout before, nor had I ever seen him frown. It was such an alien feeling to experience.
Me: I... I'm sorry.
Cyrus: No you're not.
Me: I am, I swear!
Cyrus: Look, don't waste my time Jonah. I'm sorry that I ever liked you, you're such a jerk.
Me: But I...
Cyrus: Shut up! I do not want to hear your excuses. I don't care about you anymore, so leave me alone.
I knew I was fighting a losing battle, but I couldn't afford to lose my friendship with Cyrus, he was so important to me.
Me: Please, I'm begging you.
Cyrus: Just go, I'm sick of the sight of you.
For the first time in my life, I felt like crying. I had blown my friendship with Cyrus, and I was all alone through losing Andi and Buffy as well.
Me: C-Cyrus!
Cyrus: This is the end of our friendship, accept it and move on.
Me: N-no!
Cyrus: I've already moved on to greater things, I will not waste time on you any more.
He turned around and walked away from me, leaving me feeling my heart being ripped in half. I guess I deserved it, and now I had no more chances.
This was great to write, it was different to do a oneshot which had more tension in it.
Also, I enjoy writing a confident, unafraid Cyrus.
Hope you enjoyed.
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