heartbroken: a compilation

Part 1: During the toxic

Poison

you; my love

are the poison in my veins

I'm your medicine

I'm healing you

making you better

while you are my drug and kill me

drag me down to your level and

make me weak,

so I am easier to destroy

your love,

is sweet poison

I want it,

I yearn for it

but the more I have

the more tears spill

and the faster I die...

Drugs versus Medicine

You are my drug,

I'm addicted

I need you to live

I'm your medicine

and help you

you need me

you kill me while I help you

your words cut deep

sometimes lime on a wound,

sometimes a band aid.

the pain you cause,

the love I give,

the way you tear my heart out

and break it

you leave me fragile like glass,

and I get back up.

You think I'm strong but after all your abuse......

How do you expect me to go on....?

Tree Branch

The rope is already hanging

just waiting for me to decide,

When do I slide the chair?

Underneath the moonlight,

my tears glisten

thinking in the night

while I breathe my last breath

"I'm sorry" I whisper, to nothing...

No more pleas of silence

no more agony in my heart

the wind whispers,

"hush child, it's almost over"

a shaky breath,

the last tear drops

I'm ready

I jump,

I can't be a bird

spreading my wings to soar

when i am a turtle,

hiding in my shell forever,

Falling

Missing

Where did I go?

Who did I become?