heartbroken: a compilation

The End

The ways we love

sometimes,

we love people

the way 

we want to be loved

and not 

the way 

they need to be loved

Again

I didn't realize

how deeply

I had stopped believing 

in love

but then you came along

and made me hope

and that spark 

ignited hopes and dreams,

wishes and life,

now living is filled

with love, bucket-lists,

and till tommorows

not if there even is a tommororw

I watched

my love

start

I watched it begin again

and I watched

my life taking meaning again

I watched

myself, begin to live

again

Blocked

I have always

been the one

blocked out

of peoples lives

and this time

I choose 

to block 

the negative,

people out of my life

and it is refreshing

and freeing

to be able to stop 

their instant needs

to demolish my body,

to fuck out my soul

and this time

I get to choose

I get to be me,

I get to pick the speed,

and not force anything on myself

isn't it great