heartbroken: a compilation

Just like that

Just like that

And just like that

the rage inside me bleed out

I shook with anger

I wanted him to hurt

I was with him to feel safe

to feel secure

to be okay

And sure 

he was nice

he did what I needed

but yet

Just like that he destroyed it all

What gives you the right to look through my things

what gives you the right

to take away my coping methods

who the fuck do you think you are

to tear my place apart

to make my home feel like some place 

I don't even want to be in

how fucking dare you

after it all,

and just like that

after everything you knew

of what I went through 

and everything you went through

you broke it all

You took my abusive past

and did the same thing

Preference

I prefer his punches

to your subtle lies

his rough body

to your raw words

my blood on his hands

rather then your dark past and hateful future

I prefer his painful presence

then your guilty making eyes

but if I had to choose

I prefer  death to all that

Past

I wish I could forget

everything you did to me

but I still remember every detail

of the past

you broke me

you were the first to break me

the first person I loved

yet the last time you broke me