heartbroken: a compilation

Healthy Relationships

Isn't it weird

isn't it strange

how his fist

is so familiar

it almost becomes comforting

at least you know this territory

you've seen this pain before

but being a good place

being in a healthy relationship is strange

you don't know where to go

or how to act

everything is new

and being lost, blind, and unguided

is the most terrifying of all

isn't it so weird

to be so full of love, hope, trust

and then 

be so fragile right after

its so vulnerable

to open your heart

in uncharted territory

Kissing

Although two decades of people

is not a great list

nor something I am proud of

I am still picky

Out of all those numbers

there have been three

good kissers

who stand out

It scared me 

to kiss you

but you became number 3

but they don't compare

to you anyway

You are all I need

and all I want

there may have been some before you

I'm sorry you weren't the first

but here you are

worth the wait

Lies

we lie to each other

to spare our feelings

you say you'll stay

and I say I'll be okay

But we both know

that I am too much 

and you will leave

and that I will cut

Spoken Happiness