Blue and Purple
you were more than my best friend
you were my un-biological brother
you held me tight
you let me cry
you made me smile and laugh again
you wanted me to be better
to leave him,
to not harm myself in any way
and I failed you.....
I chose the wrong path
if I ever fell in love
I could never tell
I never got a chance
the mistake I made
the lies you believed
that's not me!
but now you are gone
and you'll never return...
The Good One
you are so kind
the sunshine,
brightening my way
but I am ice.
Your touch burns,
I am death
while you are life
I am tears
While you are smiles
you are never down, while
you lift me up
you are a gentleman
from head to toes
so why?
good one
are you more a brother
then a lover..
why
oh good one
can't I love you
than the toxic I am with
Unfair Sister
I am so sorry for all my words
I am sorry you are the one i turn to
you listen
that's the reason
I need your love,
even though you don't show it
I need your help,
even thought you do not speak
I need you touch,
even though
you do not reach out
I turn to you
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heartbroken: a compilation
PoetryA series of poems describing the turmoil of loving, breakups, depression, and learning to deal with it. TRIGGER WARNING; talks about suicide, rape, domestic violence and self-harm