Blue and Purple
                              
                              you were more than my best friend
                              you were my un-biological brother
                              you held me tight
                              you let me cry
                              you made me smile and laugh again
                              you wanted me to be better
                              to leave him,
                              to not harm myself in any way
                              and I failed you.....
                              
                              I chose the wrong path
                              if I ever fell in love
                              I could never tell
                              I never got a chance 
                              the mistake I made
                               the lies you believed
                              that's not me!
                              but now you are gone
                              and you'll never return...
                              
                              
                              
                              The Good One
                              
                              you are so kind
                              the sunshine,
                              brightening my way
                              but I am ice.
                              Your touch burns,
                              I am death
                              while you are life
                              I am tears
                              While you are smiles
                              you are never down, while
                              you lift me up
                              you are a gentleman
                              from head to toes
                              so why?
                              good one
                              are you more a brother
                              then a lover..
                              why 
                              oh good one
                              can't I love you
                              than the toxic I am with
                              
                              
                              
                              Unfair Sister
                              
                              I am so sorry for all my words
                              I am sorry you are the one i turn to
                              you listen
                              that's the reason
                              I need your love,
                              even though you don't show it
                              I need your help,
                              even thought you do not speak
                              I need you touch,
                              even though
                              you do not reach out
                              I turn to you
                                      
                                   
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heartbroken: a compilation
PoetryA series of poems describing the turmoil of loving, breakups, depression, and learning to deal with it. TRIGGER WARNING; talks about suicide, rape, domestic violence and self-harm
 
                                               
                                                  