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Liang x Reader: Relapse

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•TRIGGER WARNING: SELF-HARM & DEPRESSION•

Y/Ns P.O.V

~2 years ago~

I had just self-harmed a lot....all over my body. Arms, legs, thighs, ribs, sides, & chest. In total about 1,150 new cuts.

I didn't have time to clean up because something happened. Something that I never wanted to happen. He found me.

"Hey, Y/N-" Liang saw me and immediately froze in horror and shock.

"I-I can e-explain...." I pleaded.

"W-why.....?" Liang asks quietly while a tear slid down his face.

"U-umm w-well..." I tried to say.

"WHY Y/N!!?? WHY??" Liang cried out.

I flinched at his loud tone. As every moment passed, I was fearing what his reaction was going to be. He was never supposed to ever find out....

"Why would you do this? You're so beautiful," Liang asked while crying.

"I did this because I'm not worthy...." I said quietly. This is only one of 50 reasons.....but he didn't need to know that.

"Not worthy of what? Y/N you deserve everything the world has to offer...." Liang said to me with a meaningful tone.

'Not worthy of anything'

"I don't, I don't, stop lying to me......" I cried.

"I'm not lying let me prove it, please, you deserve so much more than this.....please let me help you..." Liang pleaded while slightly nearing me.

'What if he's just like the others?'

'Just give him a chance...'

'Why should I?'

"Why should I?" I asked softly.

"Because, F/N L/N I love you, and it pains me to see you in such a state," Liang replied with such passion.

Everything had stopped. Time stopped moving. It was just me and Liang looking at each other.

"D-do you r-really mean that?" I meekly asked.

"With every part of me," Liang genuinely replied.

I looked at him with longing and pain. He just held out his arms for me. I immediately ran into his arms, not caring that I had blood all over me.

Liang hugged me tightly, which hurt my wounds, but I didn't want to ruin the moment.

"Y/N, I promise to help you, and show you the love you deserve," Laing strongly promised.

~Present Time~

Me & Liang had been dating ever since that day. It was bumpy for the first few months, but we took it day by day.

I've been doing really good as far as my mental health goes. I've been clean for almost a year, and I've been really happy lately.

Well, I deceived myself to believe that anyway.

"Hey babe," Liang came up behind me and kissed my cheek.

"Hey," I simply reply with a smile.

"You ready for prison movie night?" He asked me.

"Yeah! I can't wait!" I say enthusiastically.

"You know, we can sneak off~" Liang seductively whispered in my ear.

I felt my smile drop at those words...I don't understand why....it's so hard to smile now...

"And do what?~" I seductively ask.

"We'll do *inserts your idea of you and Liang gettin' it on*,"

"Sounds naughty~," I say with a flirtatious tone.

"Is it a date?" Liang mock asks.

"Yes, yes of course," I mock reply.

"I've gotta go, but love you and see all of you later," Liang says with a flirty tone before kissing me lightly and walking away.

I turned around to walk away when I felt something wet and hot run down my wrist. I immediately pulled up my sleeve to see my scar was bleeding... I should ask Upa about this....he knows about crazy stuff like this.

I made my way back to my cell to find Upa.

"Upa?" I ask him.

"Yes Y/N?" He asks me.

"Something weird happened..." I state.

"Okay....?" He says suspiciously.

"My scar, it started bleeding out of nowhere.." I state. I pulled up my sleeve to show him.

Upa immediately looked at me with a sad look.

"Do you really want the explanation to this?" Upa asks wearily.

"Duh," I reply.

"Well, since you've been with Liang, you shared his energy" Upa explained carefully.

"What does that mean?" I asked him.

"If he had concerns about you, your body will try to show him if that concern is happening, or close to happening, " Upa explained.

"Not following," I deadpanned.

"When it bleeds, it's letting you know that you're getting back to that place you were when you made that cut," Upa explained carefully.

"What? No! No, that's a blasphemy..." I try to reason.

"Your body is trying to alert Liang that you're slowly getting more depressed," Upa stated again.

"Does Liang know about this?" I ask Upa with concern.

'Liang shouldn't know about this...'

"No, but-," I cut off Upa.

"Okay, great, thanks Upa!" I say with a smile on my face.

"Y/N!" Upa tried to call for me, but it was a useless effort. "Baka...." Upa grumbled.

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Back to Y/N

'He can't know, he can't know, he can't know' I repeated over and over again.

Suddenly I bumped into Liang.

"Oh, Y/N, I'm sorry, I didn't see you," Liang said in his normal tone.

I just looked up at him with a look that showed my uncertainty.

"Are you oka-" He didn't even get to finish before he noticed the blood on my hands.

"I u-umm," You stuttered out.

Liang just pulled me into a hug. He held me as he did 2 years ago.

"You should've told me if you were getting depressed again," Liang softly said to me, before slightly pulling away.

"I didn't want to bother you..." You shamefully admit while looking away.

"Y/N, you never bother me, you're my main priority, I always want to make sure you're happy," Liang says with love in his eyes.  "We'll get through this together, I promise!" He strongly states before pulling me into a kiss.

'You better keep that promise'

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A/N: Hey, I hope you enjoyed that. Sorry, it was depressing. Let me know if you want a part 2.

Word Count: 1,025

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