Forced To Marry You! K. th✔

I'm Retarded?

Shira's POV-

"What?" Taehyung said looking up from his phone. He looked at me trying to process what I just asked him. "I said do you want to go on a date?" i said looking at him blankly. Taehyung started laughing at my suggestion. "Did you hit your head?" he asked shaking his head. I really didn't want to do this and patience is going down hill. But I tried again. "I didn't hit my head and let's go. On a date" I said rolling my eyes. I can't believe myself either.

I'm the one who normally be quiet and nice and wouldn't speak back. I'm the girl known as the 'good girl' in town. I'm the girl who got raped and beaten up by my husband. And I'm the same girl asking to go on a date with him! I know, crazy right?

"Fine"he said in agreement as we started walking out of our bedroom. I saw my three new friends hiding in the corner of the corridor giving up a thumps up sign when I turned back. I sighed to myself. We went inside the elevator."Where do you wanna go?" he asked me, looking up from his phone. I didn't know where to go. The places I go with Jungkook are cafe but I already had dinner and yes! Park. I can ask him to go to a park. "let's go to a park" I said looking down the elevator.

He chuckled for some reason. "I change my mind, we are going to a bar" he said smirking, putting his phone away. I got annoyed and frustrated. Why is he always doing the opposite to what I want? I just have to outsmart him into make him think that I'm fine with this. "Sure" I agreed quietly. He just kept smirking.

We arrived to the bar. It was my first time arriving here and it already stank of smoke and beer. Everyone were chatting, laughing and giggling. I saw people making out and having sex on the corner. It was pure disgust and i hated it! I bet he can just read it from the face impression I'm doing right now. He sat down on the chair and told me to sit as well. He ordered a beer but I rejected this offer.

This supposed to be a nice date where I can know him better. I told myself to calm down.

"So, ummm, do you normally drink?" I asked like an idiot. The first time I saw him with my family was with him with a beer bottle."Yeah! Nearly every single day" he replied back. Why straight answers. I didn't like that. It meant that I had to ask more questions. I wondered what my mother and sisters are doing. After all, they don't know I'm in Japan right now. Now that I realised, I haven't even phoned them yet. I sighed heavily.

"I'll be back" I said as I got up and walked away to the side of the bar where not many people were there.
I called my mum.

"Hello mother"

"Hello sweety" my mum said happily hearing my voice. "how is everything going with you and your husband? " she questioned. I had to shout since it was too loud. "Very good!" I lied as I saw him kissing this random girl. My grip on the phone became very tight. I meant to be on a date! "I'll call you later mother" I shouted loudly again. And I ended the call.

I was going to walk to Taehyung but a guy interrupted. He 'accidentally' knocked some beer on the new jumper I was wearing which I just bought. I looked at him and he just smirked with his gang. "Sorry sweetie, that was an accident. Do you want me to wipe it off" he said smirking. "it's alright" I replied quickly and started walking away but I felt a strong grip on my hand. "Darling, no one ever reject me" the guy said pulling me towards him. I flinched since I was still traumatised from what Taehyung did to me, I couldn't move. "What's wrong baby?" he whispered in my ears. Tears started falling from my eyes as everyone started laughing.

"My name is Kai. I'm telling you that because when we are going to bang, I want you to scream my nam-" but for some reason he paused. He let go of my hand as he saw who was behind me. I turned around to see Taehyung. I was glad that he was there. He walked forward.

"Don't forget me in this Kai, let's have threesome" Taehyung said smiling. They both laughed as they did a friendship handshake. "Haven't seen you in ages!" kai said happily. "Same man, anyway this is my beautiful wife" Taehyung said looking at me. "let's both have fun with her, threesome" Kai said winking at me.

I was too shock that I was crying.

I can't believe he would say that.

My whole body was shaking.

They both laughed as kai started dragging me with Taehyung. I was crying and begging them to leave me. No! Not again! I don't want to be raped again! I tried to move my hands so many times. But his grip was too strong. Kai thew me on the bed that was upstairs in the bar.

They both had smirk on their faces.

I started crying even more.

'your naive'
'your weak, Shira'
'you don't deserve to live'
'who the fuck are you to say that'
'I hate you'

All these words started coming in my head.

'no'

I can't let this happen.

I can't be weak.

'No'

I can't be naive.

I deserve all the rights in this world.

"No!" I shouted as I got up from the bed. Taehyung quickly gabbed my hands but I tried kicking him in the balls but he stopped my knee with his other hand smirking and shaking his head. I saw a bottle next to him on the table and smashed it on his head.

"IS SHE RETARDED? WHAT THE FUCK! TAEHYUNG, YOU OK?" I heard Kai's voice but I kept on running. I was running like a mad person. Non-stop. I was running like there is no other choice I can do. I ran and found a small gap in the middle of the houses and stayed there hidden.

I sat down panting heavily.

I was breathing very hard.

I settled down and calmed myself.

After long time I smiled to my self thinking about what I just did. It just felt all too amazing. I was happy again. I didn't know where I was, which place I'm in, where my hotel was or how I'm gonna get back. But I was till smiling. As I realised that I'm not naive and weak.

I'm retarded?

No,

I'm not retarded to do this.

I was strong.