THE NERD NEXT DOOR ✔

11 . What is love

Shin ah

It's been a month since Sun Nim expressed her feelings about Sehun through call. Between, Chanyeol told me that his mom has went to New York to meet his Father. So he is alone in his house since then. Sometimes we use to hang out together in his place or sometimes in my place.

Me, Chanyeol, kai and his girlfriend, then Kyungsoo and his girlfriend use to come along and hang out with us. We had the most funniest and lovely times. I enjoyed much with these guys. I got much closer to them. Sehun from the day he came to know that Sun Nim loves him, he finds it was the most precious moment of his life and I could say how happy he is right now from that day.

Since then, he had never left a single moment without stalking her. Funny right? Yea! He haven't confessed yet, either did she. Whenever Sehun is around Sun nim, he use to admire her and stare at her, but he never afford to talk to her even once. Me and Chanyeol are totally fed trying to push him forward but every time he attempts, he somehow back off from going on. He is afraid to ask her out.

"No! No no no! I can't I can't" Sehun grumped.

"You have to! Aren't you a man? Aren't you ashamed of being afraid of a girl? Idiot! Go go! Ask her out." Chanyeol yelled at Sehun as he pushed him forward. I laughed.

"Sehun, this is the right time for you to confess. If not now, then never." I said.

He looked at both us and then looked down at his shoes.

"Okay! I will." He said.

I smiled and followed them both. We went to the cafe' where she was seated at the tables beside the glass. We walked towards her direction. Half way through as we got closer, I grabbed Chanyeol's hand which made him jerk as turned to look around at me. He narrowed his eyes.

"What?" He asked me in confusion.

"Let him alone! Let him do it on his own."I said and he smiled at me. We both walk to the table where the other boys were seated. I took a seat next to kai and Chanyeol next to Kyung Soo.

"Does this work out?" Kai asked me. I looked at me.

"Of course!" I smiled.

"Haha! At last he gathered his guts and gonna get his dream girl." Suho laughed and said. We all laughed at each other.

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Sehun

I stood in front of the table staring at her. I pulled off the chair and took the seat opposite to Sun Nim. She took away her eyes on from outside to me.

"Hey!" I smiled.

"Hi Sehun." She said while looking away. I was a bit upset and frowned.

"I'm sorry." She added. I lifted my head to look at her. She looked at her smoothie and continued.

"I shouldn't have yelled at you that way back then. I was tired and worried about something. I am sorry. I did hurt you." She kept her eyes over the shake. I smiled to myself and was about to say something but was interrupted.

"I wanna say something to you. About--Me! I--I love you. I know how straight I am. But I couldn't help but hide my feelings over you. I was afraid that you might hate me if you come to know about my feelings about you. I am just letting you know my feelings. And I don't expect you to love me back in return, even if you hate me from now on, it's okay I'll be fine--I am so sorry about this."

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Sun Nim

I just confessed. Seriously? Did I? I couldn't keep the burden inside as I let out my feelings spit over him. I took my eyes off of the smoothie and was shocked to see Sehun seated beside me. Without a second wasting I felt his soft lips pressing mine. I was shocked. Totally shocked.