Chanyeol fanfiction.
A girl who is delicate and kind. She meets a nerdy boy who lives next door and eventually as they become close, she falls for him. But her love is left untold. What will happen to her? Will he fall for her too?
Start : 2nd Sept...
I clutched myself in under the cover and closed my eyes tight not wanting to listen to the world. Suddenly I heard the door open, but I didn't bother to look at who it was. I felt the bed slightly shifting.
"Shin ah? Please listen to my words sweetheart. This is not good for your health. You become so weak after you stopped having enough food and sleep. It's been a week and still you are in the same condition not moving away from your room. Why don't you know that I am worried so much about you? Dear! Hurting yourself won't change your past. Please listen to my words and move on. I am here for you. Please come and have something to eat. Stop crying. I am hurt." My mom said in a low voice and then went out of my room. I wiped the tears that streaked through my cheeks and gripped my eyes even more.
It's been a week and till now I haven't received any message or call from any of them, which includes Chanyeol and Sun Nim. And now I realize who really care about me. It's no one.
They all never cared about me. I never thought Chanyeol would blindly believe on someone and something stupid like I am dating someone else when he is not around.
The day after the incident while I was walking on the hallway I heard people murmuring and gossiping 'She's a bitch.' , 'She screwed on Chanyeol.' , 'She is dating Young Gu and Chanyeol at the same time.'
Even more worse than these. I missed those days I used to spend with them. I loved those lovely days, which was more happier than ever. I never ever cried in my life, except for my dad's death. But now, there is not a second I don't cry.
Since then I didn't go to school because I can't face them after what happened. I am ashamed of myself. I do feel like I cheated on my boyfriend. No!
He is no more my boyfriend. He left me. He broke up with me. As the memories of us flashed, I cried even more. I couldn't control myself. I cry, cry , cry and all I do is cry. I become so week that after crying for a such a long time, My eyes slowly got drifted to sleep.
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5 hours later
I slowly opened my eyes. But it was pitch dark and I couldn't see anything. I pushed away the cover as I slowly got myself from the bed. I switched ON the light and walked towards the mirror. I stood there in shock when I see myself after a long time. My hair look messy, my skin became dull and rough, my eyes were drought out after crying for ages, my dress looks shabby and folded, and in whole I look like a complete mess.
I sighed and rubbed my hair as I walked towards the bath room. My legs were too weak that I couldn't drag myself to walk up to the bath tub. I somehow managed to pull myself in and opened the tap to rush the water all over my body.
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20 Minutes later
I went downstairs to see my mom. As I passed the living room, I heard some sobs from kitchen. I rushed to kitchen to see my mom seated on the chair crying while holding hr hands up over her face. I rushed to her and hugged her from behind.
"Mom! Please don't cry. I am fine. I won't hurt you anymore. I am fine now." I said between sobs. She slowly lifted her head and turn back to look at me.
"You are here?" She asked me with watery eyes.
"Yes mom! I am back to normal. I won't hurt you anymore. All I have is you and that's more than enough for me. I don't need anyone except you mom. I love you." I said as I cried.
"I love you more sweetheart. I can't accept it when you hurt yourself over someone. Please stop doing that." She said. I gave her a weak smile and shook my head 'yes'.
Then we both had our dinner together. I was able to smile with my mom after a long time. But I can feel myself that I could no more have those precious lovely days of my life. I lost them all. Everything is gone.
He's gone. He's gone far away from me.
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An hour later
"If you need something, just call me. I'll come for you. Okay?" My mom asked me before closing the door behind leaving the room. I let out a long breath and pushed the curtain away. I opened the window slowly and got some fresh air. I looked at the sky above and smiled at those glimmering stars.
Without my own knowledge, My eyes slowly glanced over his house. There was no sign of him being in his room. It was dark. Maybe he went out with his friends. I put my head down as I closed back the window and pulled over the curtain. I walked towards my bed and jumped over to land on my back. I stared at the ceiling.
I didn't receive any message from Sun Nim too. She too hates me? I thought at least she would understand and come for me to conceal about it. But she was other way around. She didn't bother me too. Which made me worried and exhausted. My life became so miserable after that one incident.
I grabbed my phone from the night stand and opened SNS. I went through his SNS profile, as I scrolled through I saw a pic of him with another girl. She might be his cousin I guess. I sighed again and then opened our chat and read all our old conversations, which brought back my tears. I wiped my tears and throw away my phone, not wanting to get back to those olden days by looking at those memories.
I blinked few drops of tears shred through my cheeks. I closed my eyes and went to the dark safe world, where I could hide myself from all these scandals.
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