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"And I'm tired of loving somebody that's not mine."

Do you ever wish to delete someone from your life? Someone who was everything to you, someone you could never even think to live without but now you wanna remove them from your heart and life. It's not easy, it ain't impossible either.

Love is something that requires two parties. When two people feel for each other, it's love. But when only one person feels for the other, it's called one sided love.

One sided love is not healthy, it's literally toxic. It's painful and hurts you to your core. However, when you know your love is not one sided, you know that the person you love also feels for you, you get your hopes up then. And when that person throws you out of their life, that's the worst feeling. All your hopes die, your heart breaks and you fall deeper and deeper in the depths of their rejection.

This rejection from your loved one is worse than the one sided love one has for someone. It's because in one sided love, you don't have your hopes up high. You know you'll get rejected by them cause they don't love you. The case from getting rejected by someone you know loves you is very different. You have your hopes up high, your trust in them, love for them and then when they reject you, you feel betrayed--stabbed--ditched---broken and hurt.

For whatever reason they did it...rejected you, you don't care. To hell with the reason, the only thing that matters is that they rejected you even though they loved you.

And then you start hating them. The person who used to be the centre of your Universe, becomes your biggest enemy.

That's when you delete them from your heart and life. From your everything.

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