Him

Farewell₪

"Goodbye is the hardest thing to say to someone who means the World to you, especially when goodbye isn't what you want."

They say Love is blind. Maybe it really is, if it wasn't I would've seen what exactly it was doing to me. I would've seen what really was going on in front of my eyes that I couldn't see because of my blindness of love for him.

Sometimes, I think maybe I was delusional, maybe he really didn't feel anything for me. Maybe those stares weren't meant for me. Maybe it was me overthinking, that he liked me. Its not like he promised the World to me, there was no commitment between us. But still, he lead me on. Those stares, the way he used to follow me, the way he blushed when I confessed to him. All of that can't be fake, right? All that couldn't have been my missaprehension? Could it be ?

Neverthless, all of that does not matter now. That was in the past. Maybe, after rejecting me, he might have regretted but he must have realized that it was late. Though, the pathetic thing is that even after all that if he'd have come to me, I would've accepted him with open arms.

But, he didn't.

So there's no way I'm going to cry on spilt milk. Already, I have dwelled on this a lot in the past. Maybe it really is the time to let him go since he ain't ever coming back. Maybe I should now think about myself, love myself.

So, Goodbye it is.

Goodbye to his stares.
Goodbye to all the moments spent with him.
Goodbye to all the thoughts of him.
Goodbye to all the memories of him.
Goodbye to the love for him.
Goodbye to HIM.

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THE END!
* Love yourself is a BTS message, a very beautiful one which really needs a lot of spreading, worldwide because a lot of the teenage issues that we are facing nowadays is because we don't love ourselves. *
Ps. I had to include the message in here since i stan Legends.❤