Bad girl meets Bad boy

Chapter 8

After me and Tai's fun day at the lake, something in me changed..like I was actually happy for once, I should thank him for that, but I'm just wondering weather I should tell him I used to hurt my self or not..maybe it's to early or maybe I'll tell him when I see him again.

Wait, what day is it today? Shit it's Monday Already! Where did my weekend go. I wore something different today, blue skinnys with my Nirvana tank top and white converse..not bad. I was excited for school today, which I never am, but I guess it's because I'm seeing Tai. When I got to school today I saw some girl talking to Tai and this made me feel..what's that feeling..jealous? Wow I've never been jealous over a guy before. "Logan! Hey!" I heard Tai say, I walked over to him and waved back "so Logan this is Aubrey, she's a friend of mine" Tai said..oh phew their just friends...ERGH stop that! "Hey!" I waved at her and she waved back "it's nice to meet you" she said..wait I made a friend!! I don't have to talk to Atom about Tai now..wow I'm weird.

During Math I got a note from someone 'wanna skip classes after this' no name but I can't tell it's Tai from his messy handwriting, I gave him a thumbs up and pretended I was listening to what Mr Gray was on about. When the bell rang me and Tai went out of school and in to the park "finally out of that hell hold" I said and took out a cigarette and put it in my mouth..I was searching for my lighter but I think I forgot it. "Do you have your lighter?" I asked, Tai nodded and took out his silver lighter then lite my cigarette. While my cigarette was coming to life I took a quick peak at Tai's beautiful eyes and looked away quickly when he looked up "thanks"

"How about..embarrassing stories?" Tai asked "you first" I said and took a short puff "nooo I asked you first!" This kid can really be a child sometimes "I can't remember any" I said and looked at him "fine I'll go then..em..there was this one time,when I was in my old school, I got up to go get a medal but then on my way to the stairs I tripped and landed on my face" "oh my gosh! Hahahahahahahahaahahahaha!!!" I couldn't stop laughing! "Yeah yeah laugh all you want" I still didn't stop laughing "you can stop laughing now" Tai said "I'm sorry I'm sorry, that's hilarious!" "Ha ha ha..your turn" I can't really remember any..oh wait I know "well there was this time,when I was talking to my crush and we were just getting to know each other then he asked me what my favourite shoe type is and I suddenly typed I like bad boys and I didn't talk to him for 2 days" Tai burst out into laughter and I still feel embarrassed about that "it's embarrassing!" I said "and super funny!" I just continued smoking until Tai was done laughing "finally you're done laughing" "I'm sorry that's just funny" he said and pretended to wipe a fake tear "says the one who landed on his face in front of a lot of people!" "Heyy don't bring that up! It's long gone" Tai said and got up "no it's not! I'm gonna keep It in my mind and ruin your life" I got up as well and we started walking "why you gotta be so rude" Tai said "stop quoting from the song Hunter" "you're good"

Ahhh should I tell him..okay I'm gonna tell him "hey Tai, I have to tell you something" "what's up" he stopped in front of my front door "remember that time when I told you about Zack.." He nodded and looked a bit worried "what's going on Logan?" Okay here goes "I started hurting my self..when that happened"