save me from myself.

the world ended so why can't I

"What do you mean you just left him up there handcuffed to a mother fuckin roof" Darly scream at the top of his lungs.

" he was a danger he tried to get us all killed" Rick tried to get him to calm down. Good luck there sheriff he's like me get him pissed of and it's hard to find the good in his.

"If it's anything I chaned the door up so no walkers could get to him" T-dog said trying to make it better.

"YEA BECAUSE THAT MAKES A WOLD OF A DIFFERENCE ASSHOLE"

"I think we all just need to calm down" Rick said. Darly stated throwing punches. Fuck I better do something.

"Darly stop " I said as u walked he accidentally hit me in the nose "shit" it started bleeding he looked at me with hurt eyes kinda "I lost everyone else don't make me lose someone who is like my best friend now " I said just let the blood poor.

"Fine lucky chipmunk saved you... but we're going to get him" he came up to with a rag he had in his pocket and held it my nose.

"Okay we can do that" Rick said

Darly led me to a log by his tent.

"You okay chipmunk"

"Yea it'll stop" I smiled

" I'm sorry" he said I was in shock Darly mother fucking Dixon said he was sorry what.

"I didn't think you hit my ears" I smiled

He chuckled "I've never looked at someone like a little sister before so I'm sorry"

"Sorry accepted" he messed up my long brown hair it had gotten longer since this all started it was almost to my back.

He took the rag "looks better I've never seen someone take a punch that good before hell I've seen grown ass men cry ,most kids would have ran off crying but you ain't no normal kid either"

"Crying is worthless I learned that a long time ago"

"Now I knew there was a reason I like you"

I laughed "go save your brother"

He grew hard "I will"

"Darly be careful please"

"Always am" he left along with Rick, Glen,and T-dog.

* * *

Shane's been stuck up. Lori's ass again when I thought we were getting somewhere he completely ignores me he didn't even see if I was okay when Darly knocked the shit out of me (some "father").

I sat in my tent , read my book with put really paying attention to it. It's times like this I miss my mama and daddy we used to sit on the front porch and in the sumer jimmie and just read out loud to its what got me into reading. I didn't realize that I was crying till I heard my tent open.

"Hey Rhiannon" it was Carl and Sophia

"Hey" I said sofly

"Are you okay ? " Sophia asked

"Yea I'm fine just thinking "

"Why are you crying ?" She asked

"I just miss some people Soph " I smiled, sometimes it hard to remember I'm 13 I feel so much older.

"Me and Sophia were going to go look for frogs wanna come ?" Carl said

"Nah I'm think I'm going to try to finish this book"

"What's it's about? " Jesus Christ these kids ask a lot of questions.

"It's about people in a race but if the slow down or stop they get killed"

"Oh" then they ran laughing .

I sat there for what seam like an eternity I feel like I'm drowning in the world like nothing I do could ever be right I'm might as well be a 13 year old loner and burden on everyone I could make it on my own but what's the point. The world is no different I'm still that little girl who had no one to talk to who's father didn't even want her and now that the worlds ended I'm just another weighted carried on. I could ended it , ended all of it with one bang. I'm going to do it I grabbed my note book and wrote down

" Daryl I'm sorry man you were the only one to see me for me everyone else I'm sorry Shane one last big fuck you mother fuck I'm gone "

I grabbed my backpack and left the note on my bed and stated walking towards the lake it was beautiful this little Clift I had found over looked the woods and the lake it was amazing I sat there and cried letting all my anger out I sighed taking my knife out of my pocket and rolled up my pant leg and letting one short shallow slice down my leg then another I felt numb the blood let me know I was alive I made my mind up I'm not going back.

I sat on the edge of The Clift I dont know how long I had been sitting there but befor I knew it it was getting dark the sun was starting to set.

"Rhiannon?!?!?!"I heard someone yell I just sat there "Rhi?" It was Shane I heard him walk up behind me " there you are I've been looking for you what are you doing why is leg covered in blood"

" Finally stopped trying to fuck your best friends wife to come find me gee thanks you make like you give a dam about me seam real"

" what's wrong with you ?!? I do care about you "

" just leave me alone "

" let's just get back to camp "

" I'm not going back"

" yes you are "

" no I'm not" I got up to walk away but he picked me up thew me over his should and took me back I didn't make it easy for if he was taking me back he was doing so with me kicking and screaming.

When we got there he put me in dales camper and stated cleaning my cuts

" what happened " he asked

" I got caught in a Briarpatch" the lie slipped off my tongue after he bandage me up I went and laid down I didn't even want to eat .