Over Again (Luke Hemming)

Chapter 21

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It's been 2 days and I still haven't found out what the guys are talking about.

But today I'm determined to figure it out.

As I'm looking on twitter for the first time in what seems weeks I check on trending and my mouth drops open.

I can't believe what I'm seeing

My heart stops as tears fall from my eyes.

L-Luke is cheating?

This can't be real can it?

I quickly call up Ashton

"Hey" he softly says "hi" I whisper

"a-are you crying" he asks "is it that easy to tell" I half laugh

"I'll be there as soon as I can" he says and handles up .

How can they keep this from me.

Especially Luke!

H-he lied to me.

When Ashton comes he quickly hugs me and we both sit on my bed.

"so y-you found out" he asks and I nod "fuck I'm so sorry for not telling you it's just I wanted him to tell you himself" he says

"It's ok but why would he do it" I ask "well I'm not sure but Michael was the first one to catch him and no one believed him until he got caught again" he says and my hear shatters

"again"

He cheated multiple times.

"So what should I do" I ask "there's only one thing to do...break up with him" Ashton says

Should I? I mean he cheated but I still love him so much. Does he love me?

"O-ok" I stutter "come here" he says and he opens his arms.

As if it were on que Luke comes running through the door.

"What is going on here" he says "can't two friends just hug" I snap

I look over to Ashton and he nods his head

"Ok Luke I'm going to do this the easy way without any fighting...its over, you cheated, you lied, and I don't want to see you please just leave and leave me the fuck alone" I calmly say

He looks at me with disbelief

"w-what n-no" he stutters "you cheated and multiple times, and what's even worse you lied, what a relationship without trust, I don't think I can even trust you again, I'm tired of going back and forth" I say and Ashton puts his arm around me

"you get your hands off of her" Luke tells Ashton but he doesn't listen

"Luke please just leave" I say

"I need to explain" he pleads

"Explain what, I know what you did and I though I can trust you but I guess I couldn't I thought you were way better than that but that just shows what a big mistake I made" I say and he walks out, tears streaming down his face.

I don't get why he's so effected by this, it's his fault.

-next day-

Yesterday was probably the worst day of my life.

The fact that I have to see his face everything I want to hang out with Ash,Cal,and Mikey is so frustrating.

Luckily I go back to school tomorrow.

Today I'm going to act like nothing ever happened between Luke and I.

I'm going to try my best to not talk to him because I know ill just end up running back to him.

"Hey boys" I say as they all get in the car, they all look at me with weird looks "what" I ask "nothing" they all say

The tension I this car is killing me and right now I can really go for a couple of drinks to get my mind off of things.

Once we all get to the venue for the guys meet and greet, Luke tries to talk to me but I ignore him.

I can't believe he'd lie.

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We are currently all at Michaels house and they are playing some weird game.

Since Ashton is not much if a gamer he just sits and uses his phone, and I do the same.

Luke constantly looks at me and I try my hardest not to look back but I do anyways, I mean how can I not I'm still in love with this boy but I'm heartbroken.

My phone vibrates so I check to see who texted me, Luke.

*text*

Luke- please let me explain

He writes and I look down at him, and he's already staring up at me.

Me- there's nothing to explain, I know I'm not good enough for anyone, I've been cheated on before but I thought you were different, and your going to give a lame excuse but you should just save your time, forget about it Luke

I text and his face turns red.

I know it's sad, it's killing me to even say those words but I can't except his apology we've been on and off so much it's getting frustrating.

Luke- sophie you can't just forget about our relationship just like that

He texts back and I sigh

Me- I'm tired of this back as forth

Luke- then it doesn't have to be that way

Me- I can't forgive this easy for what you did, you lied to me I don't ever think I can trust you again

Luke- so for just going to forget about us

Me- like I said its over, us doesn't matter anymore

I text and I wish I wouldn't have sent that, it does matter it's just I'm so angry, sad, and confused.

Luke- I can fix this I know I can

Me- you should think before you do, and nothing going to fix this, I have you 2nd chances and you blew it

Luke all of a sudden gets up and storms out of the house. I try my hardest to not cry .

I love him so much yet I can't ever trust him again. Can I?

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