Over Again (Luke Hemming)

Chapter 26

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1 month later

So it's been crazy, The guys are almost finished with their album and I have just started modeling.

I never knew how fun it'd be.

Things between Luke and I have changed and we are both taken. It hurts but I'm happy with James and I'm sure he's happy with the "mystery girl" Erica.

She's actually really nice and fun to hang out with.

"Ok so what do you think of this picture" I say while showing the picture of yesterday's shoot to Luke.

"Really you don't even need to ask me cause all of them are great" he smiles "thanks well I have to go to some event with James ill be back later" I say and he smiles

"What's wrong" I say noticing that something's obviously bothering him

"nothing" he says

-Lukes pov-

"What's wrong" Sophia asks, probably noticing that something's bothering me

"nothing" I sigh, just that I'm still in love with you.

The fact that she basically lives with James now kills me. She's always with him. I know I have a girlfriend it's just I can't get over Sophie.

She's finally moved on and I haven't which sucks.

I love her to death but it seems she didn't truly love me in that way, I should've known.

I screwed up so many times

The thing is our management thought it was a good idea to sort of "use" Erica so that we can become more famous and known.

Erica knows about it but once I started "dating" her thats when Sophie started dating James.

-Sophia's pov-

I wonder what's bothering Luke, he's been acting different the past few weeks.

Once I get home it's around 8pm

I look around and don't notice the guys here. I go upstairs and so far no ones in their rooms.

I try to open Lukes door but its locked. I knock and it takes him a while till he opens the door.

He looks and he sees me standing there, he looks like he was just crying or something.

"What's wrong" I ask and he walks into his room letting me in.

I close the door even though there's no one home and I sit on his bed.

"I'm just overwhelmed with all the fame and stuff" he says "you can't help but to actually let all the hate effect you" he adds

"Our fans are incredible and I can't believe how far we've gotten"

"So it's a mixed feeling?" I ask and he nods "it's a bitter sweet feeling, yeah" he says

"I'd say I know how you feel but I don't" I laugh trying to lighten up the mood

"So how are things with Erica" I ask "about that I think you should know the story behind that" he sighs

"The thing is our management thought it was a good idea to sort of "use" Erica so that we can become more famous and known...she knows about it of course but ya we don't really like eachother in that way" he says and my mouth drops

"Wow and you actually let that happen"

"Well ya" he says "it wast my choice" he adds

"So how long are you guys going to be "dating" I ask "I don't know" he replies

That's crazy.

"so you don't feel anything towards her" I ask "no" he sighs

"Wow that's some pretty fucked up shit" I laugh and he joins

"So where are the guys" I ask

"Um they're at a party" he replies

"Oh well ill be in my room if you need me" I say and walk out of his room.

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I lay on my bed and pull out my phone. I hear a knock on my door and I open it.

"You said you'll be in your room if I needed you" Luke says "ok so what is it" I smile

"I need you" he simply says and he presses his lips against mine.

Holy shit this is so wrong I'm basically cheating. But I've missed his kisses.

I back away as quick as I could and he looks straight at the floor. "Luke" I whine and he sighs

"I'm sorry...I just I miss you so fucking much and I can't get you out of my head... I've been trying to get you out of my head by trying to see other people but your all I think about" he says staring right into my eyes

"But Luke we're both taken... I'm happy, your happy, everything's finally ok" I say and tears brim in his eyes

"Fuck no Sophie I'm not happy I'm fucking miserable without you... I try to hide it but its times like this where I can't hold it in anymore" a few tears slip from his eyes

My eyes start to water.

"You know Im stupid to think you'd still feel the same" he sighs and turns to walk away but I stop him

I quickly hug him as he cries on my shoulder.

This boy just had to fuck up my feelings again.

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a/n so there's some drama forming

Thanks for reading!