Over Again (Luke Hemming)

Chapter 13

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I cover the love bite on my neck with some makeup because who knows what my mum would say if she saw it. It's been two days and it still hasn't gone away.

"nice one Luke" I sarcastically say and finish up. "hey I'm sorry I'm just those type of people" he laughs

"please come on tour with us" he pleads "I wish I can but by the time the next tour starts ill be going off to college hopefully in New Castle" I say and his eyes widen.

"New Castle" his voice raises "yes I applied for a college there and Im waiting to see if I got accepted, ill find out in about a week" I say proudly but he gives me a weird look.

"So what about us" his voice cracks "what do you mean" I say raising my eyebrows "if you do get accepted were going to be so far from each other and this tour is like 3 months longer than the last" he says

"So, we can still be together right?" I ask and he nods his head.

"It will be so fucking hard not seeing you and I don't think I can handle being without you" he says and to me it sounds like he's either trying to say he doesn't want me to go to new castle or he doesn't want to be together when that time comes.

"So what are you trying to say" I say crossing my arms "I don't want you to go" he says biting his lip

"Luke you've been without me before you can do it again" I say "no I can't" he says

"ok your really sending me mixed signals here" I say "what i'm trying to say is I don't want you to leave me" he says

"Well Luke I can't just stay here the rest of my life and tag along with the band while you tour" my voice raises, i dot know why I'm getting mad.

"then how are we going to do it cause I'm a fucking mess at long distance relationships" he says and my heart shatters

"so I guess your trying to say you don't want to be in a relationship when I go to college" I say trying to suppress the tears.

"you know what Luke I thought after this break up we'd both realize that we can't be without each other but I guess I was the only one who realized it" I say and he frowns.

He doesn't say anything and that's when it really hit me, he doesn't want to be together.

"I think it'd be best if you go" I say "but-" he starts saying "just please go" I say "and just to make it easier on you were done" I say tears falling from my eyes

"No Sophie-"He says but I push him out if my room.

I can't believe him. After everything. For fucks sake we barley got back together.

Tears flood my eyes and the only one I can call Ashton.

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"Fuck ash I'm such a mess" I cry over the phone "so what exactly did he say" Ash asks "he doesn't want to be together all I said was I applied for college in New Castle and he just said he doesn't want to be apart yet when I told him if he really wants to not be together during the next tour he didn't say anything so Im assuming that mean he doesn't" I say

"Wow first of all New Castle, it's far but I'm proud of you and he should not be worrying about that he should be proud and supportive like how you were to him about the tour" he says

"I think the same he should be happy and to think I thought he actually would want to stay together" I say

"Ill have a talk with him and ill call you again later" he says.

-3 weeks later-

It's been a crazy 3 weeks. Luke and I don't really speak which is weird but it's alright cause I've been able to have more freedom.

I can finally go to parties and not worry about Luke over exaggerating about me talking to other guys.

Once again I've gotten closer to Ashton.

Today I'm going to go to Ashs house. But I kinda don't want to cause Luke is going to be there and even though I seem like I've gotten over Luke, I haven't.

When I get there everyone's yelling and fighting over who's going I play the video game next.

As I walk inside all eyes are I me and I smile "hey guys" I say "hi" they all say

I sit by Ash on the floor and he gives me a small hug.

"Wait can I play" I ask "do you even know how to play" Michael asks

"no but I can learn" I say "ill teach her" Ash says "ok then" Michael says

"Ok so you push these buttons to shoot,these too aim, this to re load,and this to jump and go down" Ash says

"Ok I think I got it" I say but when the match starts I get killed so fast

"Never mind" I say "here ill help" Ash says and he puts his arms around me and places his hands on top if mine on the controller.

"Ah this is so hard here come over here" he says while patting the space in front if him. I sit in front if him, in between his legs and he puts his arms around me.

"Ok that's better" he giggles and starts pushing random buttons. "yay" I yell because he kills Michael.

Ashton rests his head on my shoulder and Luke groans. "seriously" Luke groans and we all look up at him.

"I have to go" he says and exits the house. "seems like someone was jealous" Michael laughs

"It's his fault" I snap "whoa drama" Calum says

"Haha we should just keep getting Luke jealous and eventually he'll come back to you" Calum laughs "hah as much as that would be entertaining I can't" I laugh

"I know, Ashton is squeezing past the friend zone" Michael laughs "no I'm stuck I the friend zone" Ashton teases

In reality I still love Luke and i'm trying so hard to not fall for Ash again. But hey if it was meant to be with Luke and I we'll be able to get through this.

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a/n this is a long chapter, once again lots of things pact into one chapter.

Ok so I have figured out who I picture Sophia looking like and she's a model named Alexis Ren/Rene idk

she's really pretty and I don't know how old she is but lets just pretended she's 17 lol.

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