Over Again (Luke Hemming)

Chapter 36

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I quickly exit the library and answer it noticing that Michael was calling.

"Hello?"

"Sophie you need to get your ass back here and have a fucking talk with Luke" he says

"What why" I ask "he's being a total dick, he has ever since you left, he's not himself anymore" he says

"He's been drinking... a lot... and self harming..." he says and my heart drops. No!

"What!" I exclaim "ya, and we tell him to stop but then that's where him being a dick comes in, I've never seen him like this before and we all think you'd help him"

"well I don't know if I can...i have a job and I go to uni now" I sigh

"Can't you take at least one day off" he asks

"I have the weekends off so maybe I can go on Saturday" I say "ok we'll be in New York by then so ill text you more details and stuff" he says

"Ok bye" I say "bye"

Luke self harming, no now this is all my fault.

-Saturday-

So Im currently on the flight. Michael says Luke doesn't know I'm coming.

Michael also told me about Erica and how she still believes its Lukes.

I'm quite nervous to see Luke.

When I finally get to the boys hotel there are a few fans outside waiting and surprisingly they know me.

They ask for pictures which is odd and they just ask random questions.

"I am like so mad at Erica like she's just probably faking the pregnancy for attention" one of the girls says

"Ya, you and Luke look perfect together and even though we're just fans and we don't know him personally we can tell when he's not feeling ok so we're glad your here to help our little Lukey" another girl say

"awe...well I'm just glad you guys don't hate me or anything... and yes I will try my best to help him" I smile

I say goodbye to them and enter the hotel.

I knock on the door and Michael swings the door open. He gives me a giant hug followed by the other boys.

"where is he" I ask "he's was out... he should be coming any moment now" Calum says

And he coincidently comes walking through the door.

His eyes light up but then he frowns. "hey" he sighs "uh hi" I smile

"we're gonna go" Michael says while walking out with Cal and Ash

"why are you here?" Luke asks

"I haven't seen you boys in 5 months and I missed you guys" I say

"well you shouldn't have came" he spits, this is not going well

"why is that?" I ask "because I'm trying my hardest to forget my feelings for you and I'm trying my hardest to be happy, but I can't because every time someone mentions you my heart breaks and I remember that I'm in love with you" he says

"I came to try to help you, Michael said you were doing bad things and he's worried about you" I say

"Well I don't need your help, in fact you made it worse just by coming here" he says

"If you want to help me leave, never speak to me again" he spits and I feel a lump in my throat

I want to cry but I can't, I can't show him how much I'm hurting inside, what he said just crushed me.

I don't say anything instead I just walk out of the room.

If this is how he's going to be then I'm done, I'm done trying to save our relationship, I'm done with everything.

I meet the guys in the bus as tell them everything.

"See this is what we mean he doesn't listen to us and we thought he'd be happy to see you but I guess we're wrong and I'm sorry" Ashton says

"No it's ok I just know now that he doesn't care enough and I'm done trying to save us" I say

"He does care it's just he's probably still sad about the whole marriage thing" he says

"Can't you guys just get married, then everything will be ok" Calum says

"Ya maybe then everything will be ok" Ashton agrees

Would everything be ok? Judging Lukes reaction to me coming he doesn't want to solve this.

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