Chapter Three - Back to the Present.
Six years has passed...
I woke up, drenched in sweat, feeling an arm wrapped around my waist, from the person that always made me feel safe and wanted, that dream again...
I sat up, as I removed my girlfriend's arm off me, making my way to the bathroom, to take a bath.
After I was done with my bath. I looked myself in the mirror, as the memories from my past came flooding in.
For some reason, I just can't escape it, every night I see the face of a women who supposed to be my mother, but is actually the wife of Satan, after all these years I still can't escape it, no matter how hard I try. I still can't stop reliving my nightmare.
I got startled a bit, feeling the arms of my lover, suddenly wrapped around me from behind.
“Good morning beautiful” I felt her soft lips touch my cheek, as I was simply in another world, in her embrace.
“Is something wrong?” I didn't realized that I was staying quiet, as I just removed her hands away from my waist.
“Yeah, everything's fine” I wasn't completely lying, everything was fine whenever I'm with her. I just hated the fact that I can't be fully happy, cause I'm stuck in my past.
As I was in my room, dressing up. I felt cold hands touch my skin, as I flinched a little from the contact, hearing the click from my bra.
I sighed “Jin, I'm fine” I told her, as I turned around to face those amber eyes of hers.
“I know when you're not” She moved a strand of hair away from my face “Alison, y'know you can't hide things from me” She was right, even if I tried, she would know either way.
I just sighed and sat on my bed half naked, looking down at the ground, fidgeting with my fingers nervously, which I didn't know why I was.
“You can tell me anything” Jinri made me look up at her, seeing her eyes full of worry and I hated that I always make her worry, even if I didn't want her to.
I took a moment of silence before telling her about my dream, that is always put on repeat, something tells me that I'll have to face my past sooner or later, that's why it always comes back to haunt me and I can never run from it.
“It's just that I've been having these dreams” I told her, seeing her sit right beside me.
“What kind of dreams? Nightmares?” She looked over to me “Because I always hear you cry in your sleep and it hurts me that I can't take the pain you felt in your past away from you” She took my hand in hers, feeling her give it a little squeeze.
“I feel like I should go back” I hated to say it, but I believe it's the only way for me to have some closure, I'm sure my mother completely forgot about me, but still.. I needed to face my demons and she's one of them, well..the only one...
“Are you even hearing yourself?” Jinri looked at me like I was delusional “I took you away from that place, cause you almost tried to take your own life living the way that you did” She stood up, running her fingers through her hair, getting a bit agitated.
“And I thank you for that” I took her by the hand, feeling her ease up a bit “But like I said, I feel like I need to go back;I mean I feel like I have no choice to, cause it's the only way that I can fully live with myself” I explained.
I heard Jinri sigh, as she stood there in silence, maybe thinking whether or not she would go with it, but even if she chooses not to. I'm still gonna go back whether she wants me to or not. I know she cares about me and is scared I'll get hurt going back, but what can I do, it's my only option to rid me from these memories.
“Fine, but I'm coming with you” Hearing that made me squeal out loud, cause I was happy that she decided that she was coming along and I actually wanted her by my side, while I go back and face my reality.
“Please put on your clothes” Jinri was blushing, with me forgetting that I just had my undergarments on.
“Do I make you feel some type of way?” I teased playfully.
“Don't tempt me” Jinri crossed her arms, having a smirk on her face.
“What'll happen if I do?” all she did was tackled me to the bed, as she started to tickle me like a madman.
“Okay, okay, I'm sorry I'll get dressed” I said in between laughs.
“I think it's a little to late for that” I felt her press her lips against mine, feeling all fuzzy inside. I will never get tired of this feeling.
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“So when are you planning on going back?” Jinri asked while she was preparing us breakfast, while I was sitting on the counter eating an apple.
“First I'll have to find out if my mother is still living at the same place, cause I for sure don't wanna walk in the wrong house and be looked like some weirdo” Thinking that would even happen, that'll be so damn embarrassing, those people might think I'm some crazed women.
“Well before you plan on going back, I have someone you always been wanting to meet and I'm sure it'll help you in some ways” Jinri said as she placed our food nicely on two seperate plates, setting them on our dining table with a side of orange juice for me and red wine for her.
“And who might that be?” I asked her, a bit curious with me stuffing my face with delicious food prepared by my lovely girlfriend.
“You'll know soon enough” was all Jinri said, leaving me with my curiosity running wild.
After breakfast, Jinri went to work, while I did a bit of work of my own, which was finding out if my mother still lived in the same area or not.
I searched for hours on the internet and couldn't find anything, and it was surprising because my mother is married to a popular businessman and there should be at least something about where they're living, but then again..maybe Damian didn't want much people to know where he's living and I'm also just assuming that she's still with him, which I feel like she still is.
I was completely exhausted, even if all I did majority of my day is search the web.
“I don't know why I'm trying so hard to go back to someone who doesn't even care about me” I felt so frustrated. I really don't know why my life has to be so hard and complicated, like even though I'm away from the women that gave me hell, she's still able to haunt me and not let me be free.
As I was simply deep in my own thoughts. I didn't notice Jinri arrived home, feeling her arms wrapped around me, which caught me off guard a little.
“I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you” She said as she held me a bit tight from behind “Any luck finding out whether your mom lives in the same area or not?” She asked, as she gave me a kiss on my cheek before getting up to change her clothes.
“No, nothing at all” I sighed in defeat, how is it so hard to find Satan's wife?
“Maybe your best bet is she's still living at your old house” Even if I didn't wanna make a fool of myself, but that indeed was actually my only option.
“Let's hope that she still lives there” I said not to sure if I still wanna go on with this or not, cause I got mixed emotions, one side of me doesn't wanna go because I don't wanna see my mother's face at all and the other part of me wants to, so I'll be able to get on with my life once and for all.
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