My Girlfriend is a Vampire

✧Chapter Twelve✧

Chapter Twelve - The Truth Comes Out.

“So, I'm guessing that it wasn't the first time, he got physical with you”.

My mother and I were sitting in the backyard, after our moment we had in the living room.

Damian was no where to be found and Jinri was playing with Alayna by the swings.

“He's been like that since the day I married him. He always had a temper, but I just learned to live with it” My mother told me, which kinda got me a little annoyed, like why marry a person like that?

“Why though? You could honestly do better than him;I mean look at you” My mother let out a light amused laugh at my comment “I'm serious” I gave her a more serious look.

“To tell you the truth, the only reason I married him was for the money and I'm sure you already knew that” I remembered back to the time when I caught her with Travis “But then again, I grow to love him;I mean I know he can be a jerk, but he's also my daughter's father” My mother stated.

“So what's that story all about? I honestly thought that you didn't want any kids after me”.

“I did” My mother breathed out “I wasn't planning on having another child, but Damian wanted one” She looked over to Jinri and Alayna, and then back to me “After the cops came knocking at my door, telling me that my daughter has committed suicide. You do not know how much pain I went through” I saw her holding back her tears “I broke down and was on my knees. I couldn't believe it. I didn't wanna believe it. I prayed and prayed to God, telling him to bring you back to me and take me instead, because I know I was the reason that you had that thought in your head” She sniffles, trying to calm herself, to not get to emotional.

“Awe mommy” I put my hand on top of hers, giving it a light squeeze.

“So that night” She continued “Damian wanted to make love, but I didn't want to. I felt disgusted that he didn't care at all, that you have done something so crazy, that he wanted to do such a thing” I noticed her looking a little annoyed by the thought “But he didn't care in what I wanted, so he just did what he wanted to do. He told me, that he'll give me another Alison, another you, but I knew no one could replace you..” it looked like she was remembering that night, as the tears started to fall.

“Mom you don't have to” I told her. I felt both pissed and disgusted ,knowing Damian did such a thing. I knew Damian was bad news.

“No, I have to. I need to get this off my chest” I felt her give my hand a squeeze, as she took a deep breath “I loved you. I still love you. You were my gift from a man that I truly loved, until it all went downhill. You resemble so much of him, that I both hate and love” She cupped my right cheek “I just wanted to say, that I know I can't take away all the things I put you through. I know I was a horrible parent, mother to you. It was just hard for me to cope with everything and I didn't know how to put that aside, and make right by you. I reflected everything that I've gone through, from the divorce with your father after finding out that he wanted to leave me for another woman. Also, with Damian who was always abusive towards me, and would do some horrible things when his temper gets out of control, and I'm not just saying all of this to make an excuse for my actions. There's no excuses for what I've done to you” She finished off.

“Honestly, when I first came here I wanted to give you a piece of my mind, like I did with dad, but for some reason, I just can't say the words that I wanted to say before coming here” The mention of my father made my mother look a little annoyed.

“You're more than welcome to say what you want”.

“Don't worry, I don't think I'll have to say the things that I wanted to say, seeing how most of it was answered” I said. I didn't wanna argue, which that's what I think it'll lead to.