You'll Never Know..

Chapter 10.

••Nash's POV••
*Still the same day of Homecoming*
I can't believe that actually happened to y/n. I hurt her so much I really didn't mean too I just want her to like me. I should've never went to fast.. I can't handle myself around her she's just so beautiful.. I need her to be mine it's like she was sent to me by the angels of heaven. Okay.. Now I'm going to far but I really like her.. One day I'll do something amazing.

"Y/n I'm so sorry.." I said holding her.

"You know, it's okay you didn't know I really didn't want anyone to know. You and Aaron are the only ones that know. Now you see me differently and I don't want you too. I'm still the same Y/n? Bitchy, annoying, mean, sarcastic, and f-" I cut her off.

"Beautiful. You forgot beautiful.." I said smiling.

"We'll if you let me finish I would've got there at some point." She said laughing. Oh how much I love that laugh of her she drives me crazy.

"Look Nash, I like you.. I hardly tell anyone I like them because I'm scared. So this is a huge step in my world and maybe one day you can ask me out. But right now is not a great time because I just need time." She said looking down.

"I'll be waiting. Even if it takes billions of years to ask you out. I'll be here for you no matter what happens." I said holding her hands and intertwining them with hers. I lifted her hand and kissed it gently I saw that she had goose bumps and I smiled.

"We'll I should take you home because your dad is going to kill me." I said turning on the car.

"Yeah.. You should stay and watch movies with me!" She said happily.

"Yeah just as long as it okay with your parents. Mostly your dad because he hates me." I said driving towards her house.

"I'll just hide you in my closet if he doesn't let me. Plus I'm a gown lady I can do whatever I want." She said flipping her hair back.

"With your dad's permission only." I said whispering.

"I heard that Nashty!" She said socking my arm. We finally got to her house and I opened her door. I wonder if she likes it when I do that? Most girls in movies like it when guys open their door.. We walked into her house and everything was turned off and everyone was asleep. She grabbed my hand and was pulling me up stairs into her room quietly.

"Okay so make yourself at home, this is where I hibernate 24 hours a day." She said turning on the T.V. I nodded my head and was looking around her room.

"Hey can you unzip my dress? I would ask my sister but she's sleeping. Your my only choice kiddo. Don't get to excited though." She said smirking.

"You act like I've never unzipped some ones dress." I said smirking. She turned and had an eyebrow up and laughed. I unzipped it and it revealed her sexy toned body.

"Okay you can turn around now." She said looking at me while covering herself.

"Or you can just stay like that and lay down with me." I said bitting my lip.

"Uh if I did then you little friend down there would be hard and that's a fact." She said laughing. She threw on some gray sweats and a long shirt. Gosh she was so perfect without even trying. How does she even do it?

"Nash catch me!" She said jumping from the floor to the bed. I grabbed her with my two bear hands and laughed. We were cuddling and watching Netflix for about an hour and I was getting tired. Y/n was already asleep on my shoulder and I didn't want to wake her up. I was moving so that I wouldn't wake her up. Then, I felt her grab my arm and pull me.

"Don't leave Nash. Stay here with me." She said half asleep.

"Oh your dad is going to kill me." I said laying back down.

"Forgeeeet my dad you're my d-daddy." She said mumbling. I think she's talking in her sleep but that was so sexy what she said. I took off my pants and my shirt which only left me in my boxers. I can't sleep with things that are uncomfortable. I pulled the blankets and pulled Y/n closer to me and I was hugging her by the waist. I slowly started to drift off into sleep.

*Next Day*
I woke up to Y/n shaking me aggressively.

"Nash! Wake up! And why are you half naked. Wait oh my! Did we have you know?" She said quickly and scared. I just laughed.

"I'm up.. No we didn't. But I wish, I would make you scream." I said smirking.

"Right now is not the best time to be all flirty because my dad can come in any second." She said nervously.

"Chill I'm putting on some clothes." I said getting up and putting my pants.

"Wait here I'm going to check if the coast is clear." She said leaving her room. I gave her a thumbs up and I was scanning her room. I saw a cabinet that was open and it had a book inside. It said 'My Life In One Book'. I'm pretty sure it was her dairy.. I really want to read it and see if I'm in there. I'm sure I'm in there I have to be. I grabbed the book and I skipped a couple of pages and one chapter caught my eye. It said 'My little Nashty, oh how much he makes me go crazy even though I don't show it to him. He makes me feel so alive.. I want him so bad I just can't fall for him so early.. I need to wait too see if he won't hurt me. He's so down the earth I never met anyone like him. I just want to rip his clothes off and ha-' I heard Y/n running up stairs and I closed the book and threw it in the cabinet and grabbed my phone and pretended to be on Instagram.

"Good news! My dad's not here so you can come down." She said happily. I nodded my head still in shock of what I read. I need to have that book that has so many stuff about her life. I felt her grab my arm and pull me down stairs.

"Good morning Mrs (Y/m/l/n) and Hazel." I said smiling.

"Morning, you know you're lucky that my husbands not home. But since I'm the cool mom I'm going to pretend that you weren't here." She said smiling.

"My mother cool? Am I in the right house right now?" Y/n said laughing.

"I think you're pretty cool Mrs (y/m/l/n)." I said sitting next to y/n.

"See and this is why I like Nash. You can come over whenever you want." She said smiling.

"Kiss ass." I said scoffing. Nash just glared at me.

We were all done eating and I had to get home.. I said bye to Y/n and I started to drive home with the y/n diary in my head. I need to know what she sees in me..