Numb-Drarry

Harry's pov

I sat in my bed, it's night and everyone is asleep, for some reason I can't get that blonde-haired boy from Slytherin out of my head, I have thought of this before, not about Draco but about other boys, like last year, when the goblet of stupid fire picked me and I had to talk with Cedric, I couldn't get him out of my head either, I thought I was just stressed out because I was but as I thought more about it, it wasn't the only time but for some reason it had happened with girls as well, I was so confused at this point, I know I like girls but at the same time I see boys in the same way, is this even possible? it must be because I like both, I think I do, its something about Draco I like and it's driving me crazy.

I woke up later than usual but its only because its Saturday, I walked around the castle, hoping I would see Draco, I wanted to ask if he wanted to hang out today, we had been friends for one week and people started to notice, not many but people had seen us talking and hang out and rumors are starting to spread, I really didnt mind but did Draco? and how would my friends react, I was hanging out and crushing on Draco, the boy who had been an ass to us, to Hermione, to Ron and to everyone. I was lost in my thoughts when I saw Draco, I shouted att him to come cause we needed to talk, he was all alone so he didnt really mind and we begun to walk around the castle 

-Draco, rumors are spreading, people have seen us and its only a matter of time before the whole school knows, I really don't mind but do you?

-no Harry, I don't mind either, its just, how would everyone react?

-We are just friends, why does it matter what people think, really, as long as we enjoy spending time together

-that's true but, how would your friends react? Harry I have been such a bitch to them

-Im sure they will understand, okay? Don't worry, so should we hang out today?

-Yeah sure

We walked down to the lake, still talking about everything and we started to talk about love, for some reason and he asks me if I like someone, I got quiet and then said ''yeah, or no, well its complicated, do you?'' and he said he do, he do like someone and my heart broke, of course he does, I shrugged it of and we started to walk back at the castle and just sat in the library and talked until it was night and we needed to leave for our common rooms, we said goodbye and I just broke down.

This is literally trashhhh but thanks for 200+ readers, it makes me really happy, now Im gonna stress about schoolwork that need to be done tomorrow