I'm Sorry.

Chapter 30

So today was the day I was going to have to leave Harry. I don't know why he was taking it so badly, he could come and visit me some time or I could try to visit him.
I woke up sorted myself out, packed my pyjamas and stood awkwardly in the hallway waiting for Rachel and her sister to arrive.
I had timed it so I would only be waiting for a few minutes so the fewer chances I had of cross firing with Harry.
Unfortunately the odds were not in my favour and Harry came down seconds after me. I faced the door with my holdall firmly in hand and a straight posture. I was confident I wasn't going to break down again but with every step he took closer to me I felt my walls crumble, nether the less I still kept my composure.

" What time are you going then?" He asked.

" In a few minutes." I replied looking down at the floor.

" Don't go." He said and I slowly lifted up my head and turned to him but then Rachel's sister honked her horn interrupting our conversation.

" I've got to go now. It was great spending a few days with you. I'll always love you Harry Styles." I said giving him a kiss on the cheek.

He stood still and quiet, he didn't even look at me in the eye. I opened the door and went back and gave him a hug, still no response from him. I walked out the door and shut it gently behind me then put on a brave face. I walked over to Rachel and her sister who were in the car. Rachel opened her door and shouted for me to get in before closing it.

" You alright love?" Cassie asked me.

" I don't know." I replied getting in the car staring at the house door.

I don't know why but I was expecting for the house door to suddenly fly open and Harry to rush out and put up a huge struggle to get me to return but he didn't.

" What's wrong love?" Cassie said reversing out of the drive way.

Before I could say another word she started to speak again.

" Its a nice place you have here!"

" It's not her place, it's Harry Styles house." Rachel corrected.

" Oh, wait you mean the real Harry Styles? Our little sister Abbie loves them. So he's your boyfriend then?" Cassie questioned.

" I think." I muttered eyes still glued on the door.

" Pardon love?" Cassie asked.

" Nothing, don't worry." I replied sinking in my seat.

It wasn't until we were completely out of the area that I realised how much it would affect me. I'm emotionally drained. He didn't say he loved me back or even make an effort to see me off.

" We'll take you to the station and you know your way from there right?" Rachel asked turning around to me. I nodded then smiled a very nervous smile.
I didn't have to talk much, Rachel and Cassie spent most of the time arguing over X-Factor and what to watch when they got home. When we were on the motorway I thought I saw Harry's car but I decided it was my mind finding ways for me to go back to him. Every little thing just physiologically resembled a memory me and Harry shared, trying to get me to tell Cassie to turn the car around. Whatever it was it didn't work and soon we were at the train station where I was to say my goodbyes.

" Here you go love." Cassie said parking the car and turning around to me.

" Thank you so much." I replied getting out the car followed then by Rachel.

" We'll see each other again." She said giving me a hug.

" Of course we will, you're my friend." I said taking a step out of the hug.

" Bye Anna."

" Bye Rachel."

I walked into the station and purchased a one way ticket home. Just as I was on the platform to wait for my train, I saw the unimaginable.