Nothing Feels Like You

Chapter 40

I was currently fixing up my makeup and hair and just waiting for Harry.  I am so impatient, he should be back any minute now. But the one thing i didn't realized is... Im a virgin, I've never had sex before, and by all the talk my friends told me 'that shit hurts as hell' plus i wanted to wait till my birthday which was in 2 weeks. Damn i really didn't think this through and im really nervous now that im thinking about it. I just wanna show Harry that i love him.  I heard the front door open and close with a slam. "Jade I'm here." Harry came running up the stairs. "Okay you ready."  "Yea I'm ready but I'm just so nervous Haz." He looked at me with concerned eyes. "Baby we don't have to do this if you don't want to. I don't wanna pressure you to do anything baby." "No i want to I'm positive." "Alright but just tell me when you want to stop." "Okay." Harry got on top of me and laid me down on the bed, his lips trailing down from my lips to my neck and on. I grabbed a hold of his hair as he went down further kissing every inch of my top half. He suddenly pulled off my pants and grabbed the waistband of my underwear and looked up at me for reassurance.  I nodded my head telling him to continue. He slowly slide down my underwear and started licking and sucking my clit. It was a mesmerizing feeling nothing like i ever felt before. I let multiple moans leave my mouth as he pleasures me. I looked down at Harry and saw him looking up at me with dark lustful eyes. I felt his finger jam in me. It felt  uncomfortable but good at the same time. He came up from between my legs his lips connecting with mine as he lifted me up to undo my bra once he did he stared at my breast then back at me. "Baby your so beautiful, Your a temple." He said to me , I kissed him and felt his hand massage my left breast i moaned in his mouth in satisfaction. He licked and sucked my nipple as he played with the other. "I Love you." I breathlessly said onto him. "I love you too baby are you ready." I nodded trying not to let my nervousness show. I watched him grab the condom off the dresser and slipped it on himself. "Okay baby this is gonna hurt a little bit but im sure the pain Will go away okay." "Okay." He kissed me one last time before entering in me just a little. I screamed the pain was something so bad. "Shh baby it's alright, it's alright." He said while kissing me. He waited a little more before going deeper, the deeper he went the more it hurt because he was so big. Once he was fully inside me he waited a little while to actually thrust inside of me. I closed my eyes as tears rolled down my cheeks . "Harry it hurts so bad." I cried. "I know baby i know." I wanted to see him but his eyes were closed. I knew they were closed because i was crying he hates seeing me cry. His thrusts were slow but fast enough for me to comprehend. As i continued to cry because of the endless pain Harry kept his eyes squeezed closed. He knew that he was the source causing me pain and he didn't like the thought of it. "Im so sorry baby, I know I'm huting you I'm so sorry." He said to me as he continued to thrust his voice breaking at the end. "No harry it's fine okay it's okay. I said to knowing that he fes bad. "Baby im about to come." Harry said to me as his thrusts got a little faster. He finally stopped and laid next to me. I still felt aching pain but not as much as it was before. I looked down to myself and saw my sheets covered in blood. I looked to my right and saw Harry staring at me. "Im bleeding." "I know im sorry."  " You don't have to say sorry Haz I Wanted you to be my first no one else. I love you like crazy you don't to apologize baby, I love you." I said to Harry. "I love you too Poopy."