Nothing Feels Like You

Chapter 34

"Jade are you- oh Jade what happened?" Jesy asked along with my 2 best friends. "Me and Harry are taking "a break." what does that even mean, are we together but just separated or are we done." "Jadey don't worry about that he will come back to you, me, Leigh-anne, and Perrie do not want to see you like this. Your too special to us to see you mooping around." Jesy was right it's only a break, and I can't let Harry get the best of me while we are off for a while. "Thank you girls but right now I just wanna be alone and just think." Harry is the last person I wanna think about at this time period, but it seems like he's on my mind 24/7. "Alright we'll give you your space babe, but if you need anything call any of us. We love you Jade." Perrie said reassuring me. "Okay thank you love you guys too." I got up to hug the girls and they left.

It's been two fucking hours and I'm a wreck. I've been crying and crying all day, and it's really messing me up its too much to bare. I've got an idea write down my thoughts to hopefully clear my head about the boy I love so much.

I have to go to school tomorrow and I can't sleep knowing my boyfriend is on my mind and we are taking a fucking break. When I was writing my thoughts I cried so much. I picked up my phone and looked through my gallery. There he was flooding my gallery with pictures of me and him or just him in general. He is every god damn where. In my phone, on my mind, next fucking door. This is too crazy. What makes it even worse is he just came back from seeing his sister and stepdad, he was away for a month. I look at the picture of me and Harry kissing. Every second I spend looking at my favorite picture of me and Harry a single tear is shed. I have never cried this much in my life.