Nothing Feels Like You

Chapter 35

Harry's POV

It has already been a week and I miss Jade like hell. I'm not gonna lie I sheded a few tears because Jade was the closest thing to me. What sucks even more I plan to end things with her when I come back after a month of seeing her. I have came to school all this week and seeing Jade in the state she's in hurts and tears me apart so much, I don't even know what to do with myself. "Okay class are you guys ready to share your projects with everyone." Ms.Hall asked everyone. The project was to write some sort of poem which I didn't do. I was to caught up in thinking of Jade that I forgot to do it. So after a few people went up to share their poems Jade went up. She looked so flawless I couldn't help but stare. She didn't look like her normal self, she looked much beautify to her senses. "Um...I wrote this poem to show my love for someone I recently lost, they didn't die but me and this person is off, just so you know." Jade, she was talking about me I knew she was she had to. "But I'm gonna face my fears and sing it." I absolutely don't know what to say she wrote another song for me.

I cried enough tears to see my own reflection in them

And then It was clear, I cant deny I really miss him

To think that I was wrong, I guess you don't know what you got till its gone

Pain is just a consequence of love

Im saying sorry for the sake of us

He wasn't my everything till we were nothing

And it's taking me alot to say

But now that he's gone my heart is missing something

So it's time I push my pride away

Cause you are, you are, you are my everything

You are you are, you are my everything

I know your not far but I still can't handle all the distance

Your traveling with my heart

I hope this is a temporary feeling

Cause its too much to bare

Without you and I know sorry ain't the cure

If I cross your mind just know im yours

Cause what we have is worth fighting for cause you are

You were my everything till we were nothing

And it's taking me alot to say

But now that your gone my heart is missing something

so its time I push my pride away

Cause you are you are you are my everything

You are you are you are my everything

You are you are you are ohh

You are you are you are

My everything

Everybody plus me stood up and clapped for Jade she sung absolutely beautifully. She wrote that song for me, the words have so much meaning behind them and just to know what she has gone through and how she felt about me in one song is heartwarming. "Harry you mean so much to me as you can see and I miss you so much this week has been fucking hell wit-" "aye missy language." Ms. Hall interrupted. "Sorry but it has without you and I love you so much your my everything and I don't want to lose you anymore or to anyone. I've cried everyday and its hurts to see pictures of us and texts and to know you live next door. I only had one emotion this whole week and that was sadness, I'm so sorry Harry please forgive me. Jade was silently crying and it hurt me to see her this way. I got up and made my way to her, I grabbed her face in both of my hands and gave her the most passionate kiss we have ever shared. I missed this feeling, her lips on mine, she meant more to me than she'll ever know.