I hit my desk with my fists. Why can't I just say it? Why do I have to be so afraid of my feelings? Why can't I just say Desiree Rosella Langue I love you I might be in love with you . You what? I heard a familiar voice behind me I turned around fac...
It's almost Halloween and I haven't heard from or talked to Colby or Mike. Well that's fine. I got up and got dressed (picture above) .
"Aye girl, why is your phone in my room!?" I heard Markee shout.
"Oh shit, we must have grabbed the wrong phones." I answered back. I quickly grabbed her phone and walked across the hall to her room and gave it to her.
"By the way, you got a text from Colby!" She said, smiling teasingly
"Hey, why were you looking through my phone!?" I complained with a frown.
"Because I can bitch!" She shouted in response
"Why are we shouting?!" I raised my voice as I asked the question.
"I don't know!" Markee replied with the same voice volume
We just burst our laughing. I unlocked my phone and saw that I did get a message from Colby.
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I ran across the hall to my best friend's room.
"Sooo, what did Colbstir want?"
I looked at her with confusion because of the nickname but shook it off. "He's on his way to apologize." I said as if it wasn't a big deal, when it really was.
"Fucking finally." She said, rolling her eyes
"What do you mean?" I asked, frowning.
"Well, um, I've been texting him to try and get him to man up and apologize but he was too afr-..." She got cut off by the doorbell.
"Shit, I don't even know what to say to him! You can't just blurt out feelings like that out of the blue. What the fuck am I gonna say? I don't even know how I feel about him. I've actually never thought about it." I panicked, my eyes wide and heart thumping hard and fast in my chest. I took two deep breaths and walked downstairs. My butler had already let him in. He looked so zoned out and extremely nervous so I tried getting his attention by clearing my throat.
Colby's POV:
I rang the doorbell and her butler let me in. I stood there awkwardly, seeing as I had nothing else to do but wait. I couldn't help but overhear the shouting voice that sounded like Dezy's.
"What the fuck am I gonna say?" I heard her shout.
'I'm guessing she's talking to Markee.' I thought and sighed, looking off into space.
The rest I blocked out, getting into my mind. I hadn't literally thought about what to say so I was pretty much screwed. I was brought out of my thoughts by Dezy. Man, was she beautiful and now I totally forgot what I was gonna say - damn it Cole you're such an idiot.
"So, do you want something to drink? She asked.
"Um, yeah sure. I'll take a whiskey on the rocks." I spoke with a lump in my throat.
She walked off and so I waited there, wiping my sweaty hands on my pants. "Oh my fucking hell, why am I so nervous what am I doing to my self?" I thought.
Seconds later, she walked out with a glass wine 🍷 and a glass of whiskey 🥃 .
"So, Brock, have you actually come here to apologize?" She asked.
"Yes. The way I, um, acted was uncalled for and I never meant for my emotions to come out like that. I just couldn't stand the fact that Libby was trying to control my life and the fact the Mike took you out on a date even though I told him that I liked you. It hurt." I took a sip of my drink and so did she.
"Well Colby, I don't know how I feel about you. I mean, yeah - we've spent a lot of time together these last few months but what do I really know about you Cole?"
I looked at her confused for using my actual name. "Who told you my name was Cole?" I asked.
"Oh yeah, Sam told me. He was texting me and telling me how shitty you felt about what happened that night and he slipped up and said Cole instead of Colby." She answered
"Damn it, Sam! He knows I hate when people use my real name unless it's serious." I said "It's fine, I'm not completely mad." She nodded.
Dezy's POV
We went out to Starbucks an he paid for me even though I tried to pay for myself. He told me it was an apology gift. I still gave him a displeased face. He just laughed at me.
"So, next week everyone is going to this Halloween party that Kian and JC are throwing." He said.
"First of all, I'm so down. I love parties. And second of all, who're Kian and JC?"
Instead of telling me, he showed me a video of them going to the Queen Mary.
"Oh, so they're YouTubers?" I asked, connecting the dots.
"Yep." he confirmed with a nod.
"Well OK, great then! You can't stop this girl from partying!" I said happily.
He just chuckled as we sat there and drank our Starbucks coffee and shared stories for the rest of the time. I really enjoyed hanging out with him. Also, I never realized he's actually really fucking hot - just saying.
Colby dropped me off back at my place. As I went inside, I saw Mike and Markee laughing so I cleared my throat to get their attention.
"Mike, I assume you are here to apologize?" I said, crossing my arms over my chest.
"Well yes, but in addition to that, I'm gonna hang out with Markee at the mall." He replied
"Well OK, but make sure she's back safe and in one piece. Oh, and all is forgiven. I really don't care anymore to be honest." I said, uncrossing my arms and giving him a small smile.
He laughed and kissed my cheek before leaving. You know, it was weird though. I didn't care I wasn't mad or sad or anything. Honestly, she can have him. They'll be cute together if they end up going out.
* Skipping a few hours *
I had just gotten back from taking Tinkerbell out for a drive. I went upstairs to my room and then it happened.
Colby came waltzing into my room. Markee must have let him in but its weird I didn't hear the doorbell. Next thing I knew, Colby kissed me deeply, pressing me up against the wall with my hands above my head . His soft, velvet lips moved their way down to my jaw line, slowly reaching my neck. I moaned and closed my eyes as he started sucking and biting my neck, leaving hickeys along the way. He slowly started lifting my shirt.
"Desiree...!! Hello...!! Earth to my best friend!"
'No no no no no! Oh my fucking God, not again!' I thought to my self. I shook my head to remove my self from the trance and looked at Markee.
"What the fuck just happened?" She asked.
"They're back, Markee! They're back! Call my brother now!" I said sternly.
She did as I asked. I would have called him but I was busy trying to wrap my head around this.
