It's been two years
You left two years ago
I try so hard not to cry
But it still hurts
Pierces my heart
Rips through my mind with a cry of pain
I think I'll be okay
I want you to know that
For so long I thought your death had destroyed me
I know now
That's not true
Your death pulled in a new layer of strength
I wonder if you can see me
If you still watch over me
Me and the young girl who has grown
I am a different girl then you knew
Not a girl anymore
A strong young woman
A powerful mind
I have grown
In part because of you
I refuse to let your death destroy me
Instead, I embrace the peace I hope you're in
A new life maybe
Or someplace better than where the world is now
I hope to see you again someday
I wish I could feel your presence as you watch me
But maybe that means you're not watching me
In truth, I may never know
That's alright
I can stay strong
I still miss you
I will always miss you
Forever and always
I love you
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Fighting Poems
PoetryThese poems sit close to my heart. These poems are mine, I write to them and feel them, please be kind. Some poems may be happy, others sad. (I know a lot of these are super sad, but to me they're not, they're just emotional, so you don't have to wo...