A/N SO THATS THE END, I GUESS.
I CAN BET ANYTHING THAT MANY PEOPLE BEGAN TO READ THIS STORY BUT BY THE END OF IT ONLY ONE OR TWO STUCK AROUND. I DON'T MIND THOUGH BECAUSE IT'S NOT ABOUT WHO READS IT, TO ME, IT'S ABOUT THE FACT THAT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I FINISHED SOMETHING I STARTED. THIS STORY. IF YOU STILL DONT KNOW OR YOUR UNSURE, THOUGH I CAN'T SEE WHY. BUT YES. THIS IS A TRUE STORY. YES. THIS IS MY PAST.
NO. IT'S PROBABLY NOT AS DRAMATIC AS YOU WERE EXPECTING. I DIDNT GET KIDNAPPED, OR RAPED, MY PARENTS DIDNT DIE IN CAR CRASH, THEY DONT BEAT ME, IM NOT AND ORPHAN. BUT IT SHOULDN'T BE ABOUT THE BIG THINGS. FOCUS ON THE LITTLE THINGS AND EVENTUALLY THE BIGGER THINGS WILL COME CLEARER.
SAY YOU HAVE A FRIEND AND THEY HAVE A LITTLE PROBLEM LIKE, THEIR MOTHER PAYS MORE ATTENTION TO THEIR SIBLINGS.. THATS A LITTLE THING. YOU MIGHT JUST THINK TO LEAVE IT BECAUSE ITS SO LITTLE. BUT THAT FRIEND MIGHT END UP FEELING LIKE SHE IS ABANDONED AND THAT NO ONE CARES ABOUT HER. IT MIGHT SOUND STUPID BUT YOU NEVER KNOW....
IM THINKING ABOUT CONTINUING THIS STORY, BUT, WRITING FROM THE PRESENT, LIKE A DIARY OF A 15 YEAR OLD GIRLS THOUGHTS. IT MAY BE AS DEPRESSING AS THIS ONE, I DONT KNOW WHAT GOING TO HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE... BUT FOR NOW?
Stay
Strong
Beautiful.
- AJ x
YOU ARE READING
My life.
Non-FictionNo-one cares what I write. Or what I say. Or what I think. So I decided to write it down. Bit by bit. Day by day. So here it is, The shitty story of my life. And the worst part is, It's true...
